The sight of her makes me cry.

How can I ever gonna accept the fact?
Sigh.
The world seemed to be crashing on me.

Why is this happening to such a beautiful girl with a heart made of gold?
God is so unfair when he should be watching over her instead.
How I wish this would befall on me and not that angel of mine whom I love so much.

I wanna cry ='(


ps: I will be grateful if you guys wont question me abt this matter cox Im aint gonna say.

I've yet to finish blogshopping, bloghopping, replying comments in friendster etc..
And my DUMB BF is complaining his hungry!
SHYT HIM !
Cox I have to forsake everything Im doing now, and go cook him noodles.
TSK !!

It's a rare Saturday for me this weekend.

I didnt spend it with Bf, and instead, I went visiting to my friend's house as it's Hari Raya.

In case you're wondering, she's a sweet malay lady.

Alright, below are many picutres took.

Before I left home and at Sharmila's place.

I love F&N cherryade.

The feast prepared my Shar and her family.

ps: The curry mutton is specially requested by ME !! haha.

And this little girl here is my class HAPPY DONKEY !

She have tiny hands with short fingers and she wears shoes that are size 3. Small isnt it?

Her name is Lydia and we call her xiaoxiao. (smallsmall in mandarin)

She's the lamiest girl I've ever seen on earth.

BUT ! Dont judge the book by it's cover, she've completed her Taekwondo (black belt).

Smallsmall is sssooo gonna kill me if she sees these photos =x

She found this pic ain't ugly enough and wanted to try another shot.

There she goes ! Her best shot ! *laughs* BTH !

Since this small girl is so "high" that day, I decided to entertain her by accompanying her doing ugly faces.

See.. this is what good friends are for.

LYDIA YEE! You better love me for these 2 photos.


This girl here named LinJin is such a psp addictor.
If your psp landed up in her hands and you have the game "Locco Rocco" in it, she's so gonna stick to ur psp like a super glue.

My poor psp..

You get what I mean now?

Eat also cannot leave the psp.

Let alone taking photos..

The four of us.
LinJin finally stopped for a moment.

LinJin & Lydia accompanied me to Tm to meet my mom who came all the way there to pass me my watch which I forgotten to wear out.

As Im going Hougang to meet BABY, & Linjin stays around that area, that lucky girl managed to take free taxi ride from me. And poor lydia gotta trianed all the way back to Jurong herself :(

The taxi driver was really hilarious. He said he's no ordinary man and was some kinda god. LOL. He also claimed that he was able to control the rain and heal fatal illnesses.

HAHAHA! LinJin & I almost laugh our lungs out.

Met BABY and we went Vivo to do some last min shopping while LinJin went off to meet her bf.

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28/10/09 [Sunday]

BABY and I went to Bugis for abt 1 hour and left home.
Kinda dumb, but I wanna be in time to catch the 4.30 chinese drama show.
Didnt wanna go out initially, but I need to get long pants and mouse for school.
Troublesome modules !!!

Went BABY's house afterwhich.

And at around 7pm, we came back home :)

Im pissed off AGAIN by BABY.
He was supposed to book out today but being a pc runner, he needs to attend a function together with his pc tomorrow morning til afternoon.
And the problem is, we are supposed to go pay a visit at Sharmila's place.
Both Shar's and LinJin's bfs are going. Sigh !
But what can I do?
My excitements always ended up becoming disappointments.
DARN IT !

There's a "party" at my place. (i guess?)
haha. It's crowded !
There were Zhan, Chong, Dex, Zee and the 2 pretty ladies who just left not long ago,
SHERMAIN & JERLINE !!
It's been long since I last saw Jer and as promised, she finally dropped by at my place :)
it was her first time and I hope it didn't left her bad impression.

At least I dont feel as angry as before after seeing these 2 babes of mine.
I hope to see them more often. Esp Jer, this busy woman.

ps: Hope Shermain is able to meet me after her outing with her Aunt :)

School was short today too.
Had communication toolkit lecture today and my group mates are doing a project on the topic, Shot-gun marriage.
It's an idea initiated by me and I hope it's the right one or Im so gonna feel bad.
Writing reports are fine (i hope) but the video/presentation is a little problem.
I've got to interview couples who experienced it before and I think it's gonna be fun ?

Shermain called while I was having my break and she told me she's coming over tonight !
Hurray!!! Im waiting at home for this princess' arrival.

Oh yes, that silly bf of mine actually asked his sergant to get him a pre-paid card yesterday night.
Reason from him was: "I cannot tahan la !"
haha.. my face turned red and hot which I dont know why too.
But of course, I was happy to hear that.
I cant wait to see BABY tmrw !

I used to complain that I hate wednesdays before the school holidays becox of the tight schedules and the heavy bag.


But now, it's not Wednesday anymore bcox Wednesdays is my shortest day in school in a week. From 12pm til 3pm.


And I had to bring only 1 A-4 size, thin textbook bcox it's the same module throughout the whole 3 hrs.
Only difference is that 1 hr tutorial, next 2 hrs lecture.
(^_^) !!!











Dad & Mom came to pick me up from school just now as they went to West Mall to collect BABY's sim card and were kinda near my school.


Not only that, they bought me lunch cox they knew that their precious girl is too lazy to get up earlier in the morning for late breakfast before going sch.
I suddenly felt that Im the most fortuante daughter in the world . haha!






And in he car, I took photos to kill time cox the journey is sure long.
Used to call Bf whenever Im bored. BUT ... ... ...
I dont wanna mention it again.
Tsk!

Thats all people. Im off to eat my Apple Chips.
And it's made of REAL apples. Nice and healthy.
You can try it out if you're tibits lover like me and is afriad of gaining weight cox it's vegetarian.

ps: Im waiting for BABY's call. SIGH !!!

FUCK !
Im so pissed off right now.
Just like a volcano that is on the verge of exploding !

Why?
Bcox the DUMB bf of mine actually tried acting smart, entering many different numbers when the PUK CODE was asked from his sim card.

And there goes the sim card. It was rejcted !!!
The sim card got to be replaced at the customers' service center which there're only 2 outlets in S'pore (West Mall, Paragon).

Whats worst is that, Bf is using my family's sim card and I had to be the troubled one going down to settle such shit thing.

Thankfully, I have the world's best Mother who actually offered to settle it for me as her IC is needed for verification.

plus,
HOW ARE WE GONNA CONTACT TIL THIS WEEKEND???????????????????????

Im total so so SOOOOO pissed by such ignorant acts of his.

Since many people are complaining abt true friends nowadays or rather it's the IN~thingy right now, Im gonna join in the fun.

Best friend.
How are u gonna define this ?
Someon whom u can go shopping with?
Talked on the phone with to kill time?
Share secrets and stuffs?
or someone whom u can really open up ur heart to?

Well, if the 1st 3 criterias are what you meant, then I have many best friends.
But, are these best friends friends whom I can share and pour my heartfelt words?
NO ! Not at all.

A little secret for u guys..
Whenever problems occur in my relationship, and I need someone to talk, there's simply no one that can appear in my mind.
All I could do is to gobble the pain right into my stomach and passes through the large and small intestines and finally via the anus with a PPPPOOOOOOOOOTTTTTT sound.
And there goes my troubles!!! hah!
See! I dont have a friend whom I can open my heart to without hesistating.
Oh yes, I actually do have one. But we seldom get to meet since seperating into our diff schools after Os and are busy with our own stuffs.

How long can a best friend stay by you? It's unpredictable.
Maybe someday in the future, he/she is gonna stab you right from the back. Who knows??

Hence, choosing a best friend is really important.
Trust your judgement and never regret it or the pain is million times worst!

But whatever it is, even if you dont hv a best friend, you do still have ur family or someone whom u already decided to spend the rest of your life with.
They are the ones who wont disappoint you.

I suddenly miss my sister, Mildred so so much..........

ps: Im not pin-pointing at anyone but just some heartfelt facts that I felt like sharing =]

Just got back from movie with BABY at Century Sq.

Sigh.

It's gonna be Monday again tmrw and I'm dread of dragging myself out of bed so early in the morning to school.

Caught SuperBad. But Im not very fond of it.

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As for yesterday, I forsaken BABY and went out with Shermain.

The other lovely girlfriends joined us later.

Before BABY and I seperated.

And of course, Shermain & I wouldn't give shopping a missed esp shopaholics like us..

I love these 2 dresses from F21, but mildred objected to them.

We headed to cine's Hk cafe for dinner and of course, we've got to queue up.

To kill time, we cam~whored.

Oh yes, we bumped into Jerlin who was already sitted inside waiting for her food to arrive while taking photos. haha.

She spotted us first.

Our drinks. I had lime tea which worth recommending.

I had Cheese Baked Rice with Chicken Chop.

Nice ! But kinda big serving though. Too much cheese makes me sick.

Shermain and I then walked down to FEP to get BABY's watch fixed.

As it was kinda late and the most shops were abt to close for the day, we didnt do much shopping there and went to Santa Fe (if I remembered clearly) located right outside FEP beside 7-11.

We chilled, took photos and exchanged many secrets.

I'll never hesistate opening my heart to Shermain cox she's always my best listening ear.

Let's end this post with my pretty camera-shy Shermain.
I cant wait for the next meet up !!!

Shermain and Shanyun just left my place an hour ago.
It has been ages since they both slacked at my house. I miss those days ...

Shermain told me the world's most shocking news (which Im not gonna mention here) just now and til now, I couldn't believe my ears. But still, I have to accept the fact.
Sigh .

Anyway, Im meeting her either tmrw or Friday, or even BOTH days ! haha.
I'm sssoooooo excited!!!


ps: I miss my bf

Oh yes! I almost forgot.

HAPPY 16 MONTHS BEE...

It's only the 2nd day of school and Im already feeling so restless.
I have been going school with heavy eyelids these 2 days and plus the dark rainning days, I felt even more sleepy.

Despite that my brains were completely shut down during most lectures, I never once laid my heavy head down on the table to sleep or to even catch some rest.
Not even during 15mins break!!!

Why?
Im not sure too. Maybe bcox I dont have the habit of falling asleep in class since I was young.
Impressive right? haha!

Thankfully, I have morning lessons only on every Mon & Tue. The rest of the days of the week are afternoon lessons, starting at 12pm (earliest) *grins*


Anyway, while browsing through my pictures in my folder, I only then realised that I missed out some pictures that were supposed to be uoloaded in my previous post.
Lazy to edit the previous one and decided to creat a new post instead.

My fav Osmanthus green tea..

Heaven & Earth shld thank me for helping them promote this. LOL.

Btw, While I was on my way home, I bumped into YenChin and we exchanged a few words. It has been long since we last caught up with one another and then I only realised that many unhappy things actually happened to her.

And guess who we saw next while chatting?
It was SHERMAIN !!! Oh~ that's my darling girl in case you guys dont know. Maybe I shall post a pic of her next time. She's drop dead gorgeous. Be prepared!
haha.
Hugs & kisses from her felt as good as before. I missed her so so much.
She planned to meet me today but I was tied up bcox of sch. But fate was really nice for us to see each other coincidentally.
Though it was a merely of 15mins, but i was just more than satisfied and happy.

Sigh ! Sch is starting tmrw and Im still sssoooo in holiday mood.
In just a wink of eye's time, 2 months have passed.
If only it's just the start of my holidays
-.-

Anyway, here are the updates...

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Went out with Bf yesterday.
Town was our destination as it's been long since I last stepped into town.
Bought our movie tickets at Cine and we went to do some shoppings.

I dont know why I fell in love with such person.

But at least, it proves that my love is genuine =)

Caught Mr woodcock. And again, it was suggested by BABY.

Great movie I must say. It's hilarious and the whole cinema were laughing their lungs out.

BABY was the most exaggerating one. Or maybe bcox I was sitted right beside him & my ear drums hurt.

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12/10/07 [Fri]

Wanted a date with BABY but Kelvin called last min asking us out.

He picked us up and we headed to SimLim Sq as Kel wanted to get some games.

And when BABY was getting ready, I cam~whored.

See how impatient BABY is?

I've got lots to blog about. But kinda lazy as I haven't send the pictures into my laptop.

But still,

I WANNA COMPLAIN ABT MY MAPLE~FREAK BABY !!!

He just created this morning and his charater is already at lvl 13 NOW .

I've started few weeks back and Im only at lvl 23 -.-

And guess what? When he's at lvl 9, he got 3m messos and many items that require high lvl.

The poor me only got abt 2m messos and owned many LOUSY items.

I don't want to play maple anymore la. Cox Im jealous. Yes I am !!! So very jealous.

He's now so stucked in front of the com, playing that DARN maple and left me all alone on the sofa doing nthg.

I've finished visiting friendster, bloghopping and worst, no one chats with me in msn.

sigh.

Im gonna delete maple from the com one day.

Just woke up not long ago as I took medication last night before I went to bed.

Same old problem. It's Gastric pain.

It happened so soon after dinner and lasted til midnight til I found it so unbearable,

BABY accompanied me to 24 hrs clinic at Central.

And guess what?

Just 2 types of medication cost BABY $85 !!!

Midnight consultation really kills. If I were able to bear with the pain, I wouldn't hv agreed BABY to the clinic.

Though my stomach still feels abit uneasy, but Im still able to think abt blogging.

See how enthu I am towards blogging? haha !

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11/10/07 [ Thur]

Kelvin (BABY' friend) came to pick us up and we headed for light dinner @ a restuarant in Bugis.

As BABY & I hv to dine tgr with Mom & Co, we both shared a 1 person's portion of noodles and a bowl of hot dessert.

Afterwhich, as Kel need to send his friend (forgotten his name) to sch, SIM (juz beside my sch) and we were still so early, we decided to visit my sch's "HALO BAR"

The guys played Billard and drank beer while I played touch screen to kill time.

When Kel's friend went to school, Kel sent us to meet my Mom & Co for dinner.

Eddie..

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10/10/07 [Wed]

BABY just booked out at night and I went to his place to meet him.

Kelvin came to pick us and we went to Boat Quay's Raining Bar to chill.

Afterwhich, we went to Jewel's Box as Kel said he wanted R&B so that he could shake his butt and show me what sexy dance was -.-

Til is was abt 6am, Kel sent us home as everyone were dead drunk except for me.

I've just changed my blogskin again cox the previous one was giving me troubles.

Though I still love the previous one, but I hv no alternatives.

Hope this one wont be giving me the same problem or Im really gonna quit blogging =s (i think so) LOL.

COmments anyone?

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Anyway.. I was busy last Monday as Dad's business partner came to S'pore.

Dad said that we need to be a good host as Mr Yong did a good job when Dad & Mom visited Hk few months back.

Mom asked me along to be her "secretary" and to note down important parts of the conversation -.-

Mr Yong's flight landed as early as 12.30pm and I woke up near 12.

So the poor me have to prepare at my fastest speed and I took abt 40 mins altogether XD

But my hair was still dripping wet when I left home.

Luckily Im staying near the Airport. hah!

ps: Bee, I can be fast if I want to okay !

Lunched at Tm's Tim Sum restaurant as Dad & Mr Yong were hungry.

Afterwhich, we went back to Sheraton Towers at Scotts Road for him to check in.

Mr Yong & Dad.

At the hotel, the 2 bosses were discussing business and I was supposed to help Mom taking note of their conversation.

But, I ended up in the toilet taking photos. = s

haha. I was of GREEAATT help that day. LOL.

And of course, not forgetting to touch up mymake up after half of the day passed.






LOL. there were too many pic taken and I had to combine the rest into 1 or my blog is gonna look so messy.

The view from inside of the room.

Im nothing w/out them.

After their meeting, we brought Mr Yong to walk all the deparmental stores in Orchard Road.
From Scotts Isetan to Tangs & Taka & back to Isetan to retrive our cars.
And guess what?
MY DAMN HEELS were killing me.
I shld hv just slipped onto some flats which I hv so many pairs of them if I know they were gonna walk so much.

Thats all. Shall update again soon cox Im gonna get prepared and meet my BABY in few hrs time.

He's booking out today and return back next Mon night . HURRAY!!! My long weekend with him:)

Planned to meet Anna to do some shoppings today but due to the weather and our laziness, we both gave it a miss.
You see why we both are so close now? Simply bcox we have too many common areas. haha.

Sch is starting next week (15/10) and I have a week left for me to enjoy.
I really need to fix a date with my lovely girlfriends despite my heavy schedule as I miss shopping with them esp with my obnoxious sister, Mildred, whom I see everyday.

ps: Anybody wanna date me out? Pls be quick ya. =x



Anyway, updates over the weekend..
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06/10/07 [Sat]

Went out with BABY today.
Didnt know where to go at first bcox we had no plans at all.
We finally settled down with Ps as it was the place that we went on our very first date and BABY wanna reminisce the past. LOL.

Went to Carefour after we bought our movie tickets as there was still quite some time left.

And Children's corner was our first station

followed by food's =x

BABY ask me a quest there while I played with the poohs.

BABY: Who is pooh's wife?
Me: Pooh where got wife sia?
BABY: got. Pooh Borh lor
Me: -.-!!!

I prefer Pooh compared to Tiger.

Caught Resident Evil recommended by BABY. I wanted Nanny's Diaries at first. But i didnt regret going with BABY cox the movie is sure awesome even though I didnt watch the previous few parts.
Rate: *****

Saw BABY's friend as we stepped out of the cinema. They were complaining abt their necks after watching the 2 hrs show sitting at the 1st 2nd row.
Luckily BABY & I were early . haha !

Wanted to go to a pub at first, but BABY need to return back to camp by 10. So he fetched us home.

And the nice him actually agreed to fetch BABY back to LimChuKang camp when he's actually staying at Hougang.

From Hougang, he sent BABY & I to Anna's place to pick Anna up and back to my place, then back to Hougang again to pick BABY's friend then send them back to camp.

Guess he's simply too free and rich luhs! LOL.
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05/10/07 [Fri]

Mom&Dad fetched me and Anna to White Sands to get my POSB debit card.
Finally !!! I've been waiting lah. LOL

In the evening, went to BABY's place to meet him before heading down to Hougang Green to meet Yuling & Des for dinner.
And home-sweet-home afterwhich..

A short post with some pictures took few days back ..
Shall post up a longer one next time.. Stay tuned:)

Sweet treats for my lovely readers..

Goodnight!

ps: Im $20.70 poorer this week cox the lovely me got my siblings Children Day pressies..

Sis-$10

bro-Maple card worth $10.70

Aren't they forunate to have such sister like me? Hee!

It's a Monday morning again which many people detest this day.

My weekends passed very quickly or should I say time passes quickly whenever BABY is around with me?

Whatever ~

Anyway, back to business, here are the updates on activies I did during the weekends.

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30/09/07 [SUN]

Went to BABY's house as he need to do some army stuffs. -.-

And we slacked, watch tv programs, dvds etc all the way til it's dinner time,

we went out for dinner and BABY's Mom came along too.

Til it was abt 9.30, BABY & I went our seperate ways back to camp & home respectively.

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29/09/07 [SAT]

It's a long day for both BABY and I.

Went Century to get our midnight movie tickets, pasir ris park in the evening, Pasa Malam(night market) late in the night, and movie near midnight.

There'll be MANY pictures in this post and let them do the talking instead.

At Pasir Ris Beach...

Oh ya, BABY is the photographer of the day today. And I think he's quite good at taking photos which I just realised only today. =x

Of course, not forgetting that I have a good camera too. haha!

You see anything special abt those 2 pics above? Lol.

I'm unable to appreciate them=x

Oops! I wasn't paying attention...

Ah... This is better though Im carrying an unwillingly face...




What is BABY trying to prove here? My ear rings? Or my fat flabby arms that he always squeeze?
Lol. I seriously dont know..




yaya.. I know Im vain. But it's a habit that's diff to kick away.
Im trying real hard ...




My hair looks kinda flat after I got it rebonded. =(=(=(

And there, BABY introduced me to a game using TISSUES !

I thought he was trying to be lame at first, but it was kinda fun when u understands the game.

It's like a .... fate or luck game?

BABY's got me 1 BIG circle and 2 small circles..(above)

And I got him 2 med circles and 1 small circles.. (below)

Dine at fisherman and at the same time, to visit Ronald who was working there..

It's been ages since I last went there..

I love this pic . It tells alot if you try infering this photo..

Meaninful...

I ordered my fav Shirley temple and BABY's got some kinda strawberry freeze or smthg.

I shld have ordered the same as BABY. It tastes Heavenly esp for sweet tooth like me.. Trust me.

Went home afterwhich to get my cardigan and slacked awhile at home.

And before we went for our movie, we dropped by at the Pasar Malam.

Movie after that and we caught BALLS OF FURY. A hilarious movie.

Try catching it if you have the time:) It's worth your money..

And home sweet home after the movie=]

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28/09/07 [FRI]

BABY booked out kinda early today as he did well for his tests. Went over his house to meet him in the evening for dinner...

I left home tgr with Mom. She was on her way to her Yoga lesson.

ps: My mom is so much healthier than many of us. She runs 3km each on every Mon morning & wed evening & Yoga on Fri.. I've got alot to learn from her...

At BABY's place...

A kiss representing I miss him so much over the past 4 days..

Tv~ing. Yea.. I look unglam but who cares? No one's at home=x

haha..

That's the greedy and mischeivious Teddy.

He's so much naughtier compared to my Rascal..

Goodbye people. Wait for my updates which is coming soon...