I wanna blog, but I don't have any idea on what to blog about.
My appetite isn't good lately. I only had a few mouthfuls of maggie during the late afternoon and I'm full !

In a few hours time, I'll be making my way to vivo with mili sisi to meet pangpang and it'll be our first day of work at St James.

My head is spinning even though my fever had subsided a little.
But my cough is getting worst.
Though my nose block is getting better, but the phlegm is so stuck in my throat and they're greenish in colour.
Ewww !

I don't feel as painful as the past 2 days in my throat, but I still sound so sexy like a transvestite.
Shit !

My body is aching and I don't feel like getting of my bed, but I've promised to turn up at work.
I hope I won't collapse at work tonight or it'll be a total embarrassement if an ambulance is to be seen outside St James.
LOL !

Thanks to those who offered to go St James to support me and at the same time, take care of me. But, it's pointless . Cos I'll be walking around from clubs to clubs.


Recieved msges from Mommy last night before bedtime.

Mom: "Michelle, what happened to you? Why nv msg me at all? Enjoy until 4get ur mummy n daddy!"

Me: " Hello Mommy ! I miss you 2 so much ! Are you 2 enjoying yourselves? I'm sick.. Got fever, flu, cough and sore throat . I haven't seen a doctor yet. I think will see maybe on thurs cos tomorrow I got work, then wed is public holiday. Dont worry about us, we're all doing good. "

Mom: "Mei just msged me too. She's with her friends. I think you better go see doctor now. If you've no money, take from my wallet."

Me: "Not today lah. Cos almost midnight already. And nobody accompany me :( Last time is either you and daddy or shiwei. Now, all 3 of you not around. Anna go out. Lorna and the rest at Ah Choo mama house. I'm so poor thing ! You all come back quick ok? And don't forget to bring back presents !!"

Mom: "Okok. I'm coming back this Friday. You better take care of yourself. Don't go work tomorrow if you're still sick. Today I went "Wu Pool St" and that place is better than Thailand. Alot of nice things at wholesale price. But I don't know how to buy leh. Scare buy liao u all dont like. So I only bought 3 pairs of slippers that u all everytime wear."

Me: "Ok.. Thanks Mommy ! Just buy whatever you think is nice . Cos whatever you buy, we'll definitely like them one ! "

Mom: "Okay. We're going again cos that place is so big. Need at least 3 days to finish shopping. Im going to sleep liao cos tomolo got to wake up early. You not feeling well better sleep early also. Help me check Ah Bi's homework. Gd nite ."

Me: "Alright. Don't worry. I'll take care of bibi's school stuffs. Gd night and tell Daddy tt I miss him too !! See you all this Friday !"



Oh god ! Mummy is busy shopping lah ! How shiock ! Why didn't she bring me along?
Sigh...
I wasn't feeling good yesteday night due to some personal reasons.
So people, pardon me for not replying your msges and calls.

Least, Mom msges made me felt better.


ps: I hope everything goes smoothly for me later :)

pps: Anna, thanks for the constant reminders asking me not to drink bcos u know Im sick. I am really very touched. I'm glad that I've you and I know for you, I'll stay strong.

ppps: Love, I'll meet you out soon! I miss you so so much ! Sorry about yesterday cos I was too sick to meet you.

Im so terribly sick . It must be due to the ice-cream and that freezing temperature air-con in the cinema yesterday that my flu got worst!

But, it's pangpang's fault who got both Anna and I landed up in sucha state.
She was sick and yet she still wanna meet us to spread her contagious germs to us.

Was supposed to accompany Mili Sisi to get her boots at City Plaza as she's coming to work with me tomorrow, but I was too sick to get out of the house.

My head hurts, nose fully blocked and I had to wake up uncountable times in the middle of the night bcos I almost couldn't catch my breath.
My tears can't stop falling down my cheeks and my nose is as red as Rudolf, the reindeer.

Not am I only sick, but I'm also hungry. I only had a few mouthful of tasteless chicken porridge this early afternoon today. Poor me.

I am so reluctant to get down my bed, but I'll prolly die of boredom lying there doing nothing as I can't get to sleep.
Hence, I'm here to blog using my 30% left energy and most prolly watch dvds later.

Thanks to those who had offered to accompany me to the doctor.
Really appreciate it alot, but I am seriously too weak to get out of the house.

Just popped down a couple of panadols .
Hope they work so that I'll be able to give my best at St James tomorrow night.

ps; Taiwan is having a 2008's largest typhoon right now. My poor parents gotta cope themselves in the hotel all day and night. I miss them so so much ! If only they're around, Dad would definitely fetch me to Doctor Lam . Sigh...


28/09/08 [ Sunday ]

No one is at home when I woke up at 1pm.
Mili sisi, Lorna and cousins went over to bibi's godma hse to stay with bibi bcos his godma and family went Taiwan with Dad&Mom and Lorna gotta stay there to take care of him.

I wanted to make myself a cup of milo but I didn't know how to switch on the stove to boil water.
At that point of time, I felt so useless.
Mom was right. I have been too reliant and it's time for me to be more independent and is always blaming herself for hiring maids since I was a month old.
sigh..

Met Anna, Uncle Yong and Kel for dinner at Crystal Jade in the evening.
So, that was my very first meal since 3pm the day before.
In other words, it had been more than 24 hrs since my last meal !!

Afterwhich, Kel went back to camp while we 3 watched The Chaser.

Met Ricky and his gf, pearly after the show . 201's pratas and Teh Tarik for supper and back home.


27/09/08 [ Saturday ]

Anna came over to look for me as I took a very long time to get myself dolled up.
Hit town to meet up with all the people whom I'm so lazy to name bcos there were many of them.

Did nothing productive bcos none of us had any plans.

All we did was slacking, chit-chatting, laughing and pooling.
I hate it most when someone in the group suggest pooling bcos I could only watch them play.
Super waste of my time luh !

Thankfully, Irwin jio-ed me to MOS.
But, only both Anna and I went cos pangpang was sick.
We got in free with the help of Irwin :)

MOS was so crowded due to the F1 thingy that is going on.
Much crowded than I expected.
Hence, we both left in less than 2 hrs time and back to Cine to meet up with Sky and Brandon for a movie at 4am !!
Total Craziness !

Reached home at 7 in the morning and landed up straight on bed after washing up.



The night when I was working at Barnone, I met up with Tessa for dinner at Tm's The Central.
Though it was a short meet up session as I was in the rush for work, but I was glad to see her and know that she has recovered !
Now, she could even eat more than what I can.

Thumbs up Tessa!

Don't know why, but the month September isn't an auspicious month.

Tess also broke up with her bf and I'm glad that she's staying strong!

:)

I'm so proud of you !

BARNONE @ Marriott Hotel !!

Work at Barnone was fun!
My partner Irene was awesome !
She guided me through and taught me many things.
Helped me with unreasonable customers and drank on my behalf bcos she was ending work soon and I've got another 2 more hours to work.

Though it was really tiring and the boots were killing my feet after standing for 4 solid hours, I was satisfied with my performance.

I managed to sell 15 bottles last night !
Irene helped me with the first 7 bottles and she told me it's a very good performance for a first-timer like me.
And when Irene left, I sold another 8 more bottles !!
Hurray !!

This is deifinitely a total different kind of working experience I had compared to working with Dad.
Though it's tougher, but least, I got to see the outside world , different kinds of men. No wait, they're uncles. haha!

There was this boss who left me with a deep impression bcos he spend almost thousands on me !!
Not directly on me lah, but purchasing liquors from me.
Don't know why he was doing so, but I guess he doesn't know that I'm actually not getting commissions from those liquor.

He told the manager to release me earlier so that he could drive me home. WTH !
And I got reprimanded by the manager who told me to tell the boss that I am not working as a bargirl but for J.walker and my job requires me to promote liquors until 2am !

I did tell him but the boss was semi-drunk and told me that either I go with him or I wont see him at Barnone anymore.

Damit ! I felt like screaming at his face, telling him that I am only gonna be there for tonight and he wont be seeing me anymore bcos I am ain't working for Barnone !
But I couldn't bcos the BIGBIG BOSS of Barnone was around.

BIGBIG BOSS was nicer! Much nicer than the manager definitely!
He told me to get to work and he'll settle everything for me.
How nice :)


There was also this customer who was super nice and told me smthg that made me felt like crying.

"You are so beautiful. Why work here? You shldn't be wasting your beauty here. Too beautiful to be here. I don't wanna see you here next week ! Please protect yourself tonight"


Aww... Thanks uncle. And sure enough, you won't be seeing me anymore bcos it's my very first and last time at Barnone last night.

That was the most conforting words I've heard so far since the breakup with Shiwei.
Not that my friends are not doing their job, but prolly bcos he was just some random customer, a stranger, and he actually felt sorry for me.

2 of my customers who wanted to have a picture with me.

Barnone isn't as bad as what I thought.

I've made a handful of friends there with the bouncers and bartenders.

Chit-chating with the bartenders while waiting for the liquours, watched awesome magic tricks from the one of the bouncer while resting.

Friendly people !

But, sad to say, it was my last night there.

Dad&Mom flew off to Taiwan this morning.
Anna was so nice to accompany me stay awake the whole night by chatting on phone, msn & smses until when it was almost 6am in the morning, we bus-ed down to T3 while Mom and the rest took cab.

We both sure looked super shag and tired that we immediately took a cab home right after bidding them goodbye at the departure hall.

I was hooking my arms over daddy's throughout the whole walk at the airport until Anna couldn't stand how mushy I was.

Daddy: " Why? Need Money huh ?"

LOL ! Am I someone who only knows how to stretch my hands out for money in their eyes?
Gosh ! I really felt unbearable to see Daddy go luh !


However, I couldn't get to sleep when I reached home after tossing and turning in bed for almost an hour. I don't know why.
But I guess this is normal for a woman who just broken off with her boyfriend right?
haha.

Finally could fall asleep at almost 12 noon and was awaken by Alex's call around 3.30pm informing me about the change of schedule.
-.-!!

I won't be at Pekin's St today and instead, at a Bar located in Marriot Hotel which I personally felt that the change was better.

I'm lack of sufficient sleep. I wonder how am I supposed to commit at work.
My poor pangpang too. I believe she's having insufficient sleep either bcos of the stubborn me who forced her to blog last night and the piles of homework she has!!

I doubt I'll meet her after work since mine ends an hour later than hers and we both are lack of beauty sleep now.

Hope everything goes smoothly for me at work and my partner for today will be someone nice
:) :) :)



24.09.08 [Wednesday]


It's a Wednesday night and since we girls have no school and work on Thursday, we decided to hit Phuture again.
This time round with my god-cuzzie benny and his classmate.

However, sad to say, when we reached Phuture, the tickets for ladies were all sold out !
Dammit !
It's the 2nd time that I was too late for Phuture's Ladies Night and it's all my pangpang's fault !

Hence, since we've got no other alternatives, we decided to head MOS which we haven't been going for quite some time.

As we were all early and the crowd wasn't there yet, we went to slack and chill at Liang Court's Mac.
We had so much fun talking there, esp when Benny is around. He sure knows how to make our day filled with so much fun and laughters.


And at the toilet while waiting for pangpang to get her business done, we cam-whored!

Besides us, there were noone else in the toilet .
Hence, we told Benny and his friend to join us in the ladies while waiting for pangpang...

Benny, thanks for everything.
I know that you care and u wanna make me feel happier.
:)

Below are pictures took with my girls in the toilet of Mos.
I don't know why the sizes are small, but they were sent by my pangpang..


And my dear pangpang's hp is now filled with all my beautiful cam-whore pictures !!
hahahahaha!

Oh yes, pangpang's bf and co came down to look for pangpang too !
How sweeter can Fendy gets?

Say Hi to my pangpang...

And how could I ever forget Anna?

Trying hard to fit in.

A little better...

Best of the best !!!

Ps:

Dear girls, I know you girls were trying hard the past few days to make me forget unhappy matter temporary by spending so much time with me. However, I think we've gone a little overboard bcos we've been staying out late til morning almost everyday ! I could see dark rings forming under your beautiful eyes already. Don't worry girls, I'm fine. I am more than satisfied with whatever you'll have given me.
Love you girls !




Btw, Uncle Yong (Verdy) is super nice lah! He's just like a live street directory to me.
Always telling me how to get myself to my work's destination.

Was initially posted to Pekin St and people who knows me well know that I'm not only a com noob , but also a road noob.

Uncle Yong sent me the map around Pekin St and told guided me how to walk from the nearest Mrt Station to my destination.
However, I wasn't able to understand.

Uncle Yong: " Expected that you don't know how to read maps!!"

and he sent me this below !!

Saw the black arrow he drew? haha!
Thanks Uncle Yong !

Came across this Five Languages Quiz from a friend's blog and below are my results..

The Five Love Languages

My primary love language is probably
Physical Touch
with a secondary love language being
Quality Time.

Complete set of results

Physical Touch:		10
Quality Time:		7
Words of Affirmation:		7
Acts of Service:		5
Receiving Gifts:		1

Information

Unhappiness in relationships, according to Dr. Gary Chapman, is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. Sometimes we don't understand our partner's requirements, or even our own. We all have a "love tank" that needs to be filled in order for us to express love to others, but there are different means by which our tank can be filled, and there are different ways that we can express love to others.

Take the quiz


Apparently, I don't really like recieving gifts and prefered Physical Touch.
Prolly bcos I've always believe in this phrase, "Action speaks louder than words."
But, does it got anything to do with Physical Touch? LOL.
Not sure either.

Anyway, I've officially broken off with Shiwei today.
My stubborn tears finally chose to drop. It hurts. It really do.
It's has been more than 27months of love after all.
But, since we both believe and think that this will do both of us good, then why not?
I'm hoping to remain as friends with him, but I doubt he wants.
Same problem, he couldn't be more magnanimous. If he was able to, I believe all this tragedy wouldn't have happened.

Whatever it is, to all my lovely readers and friends who tagged me,
Thanks for all the comforting tags, I really do appreciate them alot !

I will stay strong, I will give my very best.

It's time for me to be more constructive this week.
Have been staying out late til early mornings recently for the past one week with Anna and Co.



Throughout these years, I guess this is the first time when I actually met up with Anna consecutively everyday for 1 week !



Moreover, Dad & Mom is flying to Taiwan to attend a wedding dinner this coming Friday and I think I ought to spend more time with them before their trip.





Many unhappy things happened lately.
But I really am thankful that I have my dearest Anna who stood by me all these while.
Love ya girl !

ps; In these 2 years plus of love, despite having uncountable quarrels and conflicts, this was the longest cooling down period we had. It has been the 5th day and yet, we're still bickering even though we only msged each other once a day, less than 5 mins.
From this, it makes me realise how unmagnanimous you are for being able to stay angry after so long, not wanting to take a step back.
I know you don't wanna hear, or rather, see this. But I still on my stand that,
It wasn't my fault !!!
And 9 out of 10 totally agreed with me. Even the adults.
During these 5 days, I've thought alot and have been enlightened by wise advices from many diffrent kinds of adults and I believe that is why I've been able to stay so strong.
What surprised me most was, I didn't shed any tear for you this time round.
I asked myself why, and I came up with 2 conclusions. Both are negative ones which I don't think you wanna know.
My dear, you're smart, and you know what you shld do.
However, you chose to stay hard and let the war continue. There's nthg much I can do.
I couldn't hold any longer. Every thoughts I had abt you were unpleasant despite trying so hard to think about the good in you.
Whatever happens, good or bad the result is, I wish you best and take good care of yourself.




22.09.08 [ Monday ]





Met up with Anna, Benny, Yang and Tong Wei at Downtown East for a movie.


Caught MAMA MIA ! bcos we had no other alternatives as they've watched most of those I've not and vice versa.

MAMA MIA SUKCS, though I love the song !

Benny drove Tong Wei home before taking us to supper, or rather suppers !



1st stop was Prawn Mee at Geylang.

Afterwhich, drove aroung geylang and we initially wanted to settle down at 126 for Tim Sum,

however, we couldn't find an ideal parking slot.



Hence,

2nd stop was Bedok 85 !

Had BBQ chicken wings, stingray and satays !



Wanted East Coast Galere for dessert but we were all tired and Benny drove us all home.

21.09.08 [ Sunday ]

Went out with Z for a movie at Century Square.

I decided to give this someone an initial Z not bcos he's name is start with the letter Z but bcos I think Z makes a good initial.

And why give this person an initial?

Well, it's for me to know for noone else to find out.

Hence people, stop guessing who on earth Z is .

Caught My Bestfriend's girl.

Well, overall, i guess it's acceptable and I wouldn't mind reccomending this show.

However, if you're ain't a fan of love triangle stories, then I encourage you to give this a miss and decide on some others.

:)

After which, we went Changi Airport T3 for some stupid stuffs that Z's gotta settle and afterwhich, to Anna's place.

My godfather, Anna's Dad was so nice.

Despite being a little high on alcohol, feeling very tired (I believe), he still spend some time, talking to me about the problem the Im having lately.

He gave me wise advices that enlightened me so much.

Thanks Gan Dieh (God-Dad in chinese) !!

Was webcaming and chatting with Verdy and I decided to learn how to "print screen."

The mighty and intelligent Anna taught me how. wahahahahaha

x)

Yea yea, I am a com noob, everyone knows that.

Afterwhich, met up with Nick and Tong Wei for late supper at Central.
It has been really long since I last went central, or rather Pasir Ris ever since I moved to Tampines.

Honestly speaking, I still prefer Pasir Ris. I miss my hometown!

We chilled and slack all the way until morning when Tong Wei needs to prepare for camp and we went home.



20.09.08 [ Saturday ]

As expected, we, the threesome, Anna, Jas & I decided to hit Phuture again !
Nick: " walao. you girls got hooked onto clubbing alrdy ah?"

But before that, we accompanied Mili and Ron for shopping session at Town.
Had a light dinner at Cine's Hk cafe.

And there was when the photo taking got started...

Ugly, unglam but candid !

The oh-so-cute Tau Huay I've ever seen.

When it was about time, we cabbed down to Zouk and we saw many familiar faces there, those usual people !

Shanon!

Though it was my first time clubbing with you, but I surely enjoyed myself that night with you.

:)

Shanon, Me, Anna !

Zen, why is your face like that?
Btw, my nick for him is called

Zen Stone Plus.

Don't ask me about the fuchsia line above my head.

It was alrdy there once we took the photo.

I guess prolly to indicate that I'm an angel?

=x

Jas, Anna, Kel, Me, Shanon!

Pardon me for the poor resolution.

It was taken by Anna's 5 megapixel hp !

Anna, Pls stop bragging about how great your hp's cam is when the results are so obvious.

Thank you !

Had a great night with you people :)

19.09.08 [ Friday ]

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY BABY !!

Was supposed to head work at night for Jonnie Walker promotion at Duxton Road's pubs.

However, after hearing from people how "dirty" the place was and bcos it was BABY's birthday, I cancelled the work with my agent.

Thank god the in-charge is a nice man, else, I guess I won't be working for them anymore.

Met BABY at Century Square during the late afternoon for a movie.

Apparently, I fell asleep during the show.

So, what do you think abt it?

Steamboat at Liang Seah St with BABY and his family and tt's about it.

I know I shouldn't have quarrelled with you on your birthday.

But you're getting ridiculous each time I left me with no choice but to rebut back at you.

You were expecting far too much and I feel sorry for you.

18.09.08 [ Thursday]

Went out with the 2 babes, Jasmine and Anna to city plaza to get our boots for the J.walker event.

Me: " Walao.. I don't know where can I get boots leh. Singapore so hot. Dont know why must wear boots."

Mili sissi: " City Plaza lah ! Prostitutes' fav hanout place! Confirm have many designs and cheap cheap one !"

Me: " So, are you trying to say Jas and I are prostitute cos we need to buy prostitute shoes?"

Mili sissi: " No, I didnt say that. I was just giving you a suggestion to where u can buy ur boots what !"

Me: "-.-!!"

Mili sissi is so smart.. She always knows such thing. Things like where can i get such stuffs and so on. Sometimes I do really appreciate having a sister like her.

After getting our boots for just only at $29.90 at TipToe shoes, we were so delighted cos the stall located right opposite, the very first stall we went, wanna sell us at $60 !

Chao Aunty. Wanna cheat our 30 bucks. With that price, I could buy 2 pairs fromTipToe lah ! NehNeh !

Town was our next destination as I need to get BABY's birthday present.

It was kinda last minute and we had a hard time choosing his present.

After deciding for quite some time, I finally decided to get him a wallet from dunhill.

The conversation we girls had with the salesman was hilarious ! He is sure a humourous guy !

After Dunhill was F21. I seriously hate entering F21 bcos I know whenever I enter there, I'm sure to splurge on their clothes again.

And sure enough, oops, I did it again ! =x

-Dunhill Wallet

-F21 tops

Total Damage= $6xx

Dammit. I need to start saving !

When it was getting late, Jas trained home as she stays a handful of stops away from Orchard which made us all so envious.

So the poor Anna and I had to cabbed home.

Met BABY at grandma's place nearby coffee shop as he wanna treat the whole family to dinner.

And yay, we had chilli crabs !!!

Bi, hope you'll like your present

:)

17.09.08 [Wednesday]

Bcos Ken is leaving for Vietnam with his school this coming Friday, Anna planned to meet him before he flys off.

In the afternoon, met Anna & Verdy at Tampines Interchange and we trained over to Bugis.

First Stop was SimLim as Verdy need to get a gps.
Oh yes, I only knew what on earth gps was on this day and the credit goes to Verdy !

Afterwhich, Junction to meet up with Ken and Danny before proceeding with our steamboat plan at Liang Seah St.

Kenneth aka Ken zai!

Danny !

This smart guy here actually doing Optometry at SP !!!
like the saying, "don't judge the book by it's cover!"

We were being mocked the whole day for wearing couple top

bcos we had similar colours.

Danny with Anna!

Verdy in stripes!

Another book with unjudgable cover.

He's an infantry officer instructor.

In another words, he trained and coach officers!

Home-sweet-home after as we were all tired !




16.09.08 [Tuesday]

Went Starbucks-ing with Anna,Benny,Bernard and Verdy.

Had so much fun with them.

All I did was laughing laughing and just laughing.

Benny can be my potential entertainment joker partner!

We 2 are total craps lah !!



15.09.08 [Monday]

Result were out !!

Cant really rmbr my grades for each individual modules, but I could rmbr vividly that my lowest grade was a B and highest was an A+.

GPA: 3.5/4

Happy yet unsatisfied.

I promise to do better for next sem !

Accompanied Mom and Dad to Balestier Road again to get our floor tiles pattern changed.

This time round was different bcos Justin, our Interior Deisgner was there to help us.

Oh yes, Anna came along either though she wasn't of much help.

haha!

At night, Anna and I went Downtown East Kbox with Zhan,Vernon,Pinky and Chong to celebrate Zhan's last night of freedom as he's entering army the next day.

Pictures will be uploaded next time round bcos Im getting restless after a long post.

Zhan, I wish you luck and hope everything goes smoothly for you !