Saturday, April 7, 2007


Have you ever wonder what you really wanted in life or rather how u wanted ur future to be like?
Well, you may think it's still isnt the right time yet, but it somehow happened to cross my mind yesterday night.
Hence, I pondered and thought abt this matter as I wasn't able to sleep.
Initially, I thought that I shldn't have think about it for Im still so young. All I have to do now is to enjoy myself as much as I could. I would always tell others and myself that life is short & we wouldn't know when it's time for us to leave this world. It may be tmrw or the day after. Who knows? So, we shld be enjoying every single minute we have. Dad was quite fed-up with me or having such childish or rather, inmature thinking.
Dad was right. I shldn't be so naive & got to plan wisely as Im alrdy in poly which was like a stepping stone to my future. I must plan right from the start and in fact, shld hv done it earlier. I regretted for not having good results in Os and regretted for being so playful.

Friends are also another factor who play an imprt role in life, provided u hv good friends of course(:
As time goes by, when one gets to see the world, he/she wld then truly knows what kind of friends they really need. I don't know if I've alrdy met mine or not, but I truly hope to meet more in future. Someone whom I can rely & trust on. Who really understand the real defination of forever friends.

Actually, I thot I once had one. But it was just an illusion.
The girls were right. Why am I so foolish, still believing in her and not them? They laughed at me. They cld just let it go easily, but I cant.
But now, Im slowly letting go with the help of the girls. They were right. She dont hv the rights to insult other people for being ungrateful when she herself does. She aint no diff from ***. I chose to trust her, but she's not proving anything & instead, more disappointments arrived.
Yes girls, she's definately heartless. Years of friendship somehow being taken over by friends she knew for only months. I was finally enlightened.Thnks girls(:

Anyway, excited to meet u girls ltr :) see ya sweethearts !

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