Tuesday, December 11, 2007

It's just a small thang between mom & I which I believe the both of us could solve. Why do have to poke your nosey nose into it?




And I just merely told sis that I was unhappy with that sentence which came out from mom's mouth.


Is there any part of this sentence claimed that I am unhappy with whatever mom has done?


Or is it bcox YOU know NO english at all?





Why must you say such hurtful thing?


Are both you and mom really aren't proud or happy with anything of me before???








Didn't I changed from a mischeivious rebellious mina to a civillised girl with absolutely NO vulgarities coming out from my mouth?


Didn't I come home straight after lectures everyday instead of staying out late at night?


Didn't I score a GPA of 3.5 last semester?

Didn't I rejected that offer of $500 to be within top5 in class and replaced the challenge with a top 3?





Even friends around me could tell I've changed alot for the better.


Couldn't you?





And if you did, like what you've claimed, whats that heartless sentence for?


Don't tell me it flew out in rage from your mouth due to your impulsiveness.


Cox I ain't won't buy it.





Do you know how painful my heart felt?
The amount of tears I shed apparently washed off my thick eyeliner and mascara CLEAN and stopped only when Im tearless.

Im feeling so restless, so tired.
I suddenly have no confidence in tomorrow's last paper.

YOU shldn't have did this to me today !
YOU almost teared me apart.




Happy on the surface.

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