Wednesday, February 28, 2007

woke up early this mrng by the call from Mom. Ask me whether I wanna go Genting with her next Mon. And of course, first thing tt came to my mind was Anna. Wanted her so much to come along with me. Cause I know without her, Im gonna be darn bored there while Mom&Co go casino leaving me alone. She'd asked and beg her dad twice, but to no avail, saying she has to attend sch that 3 days. Guess partly is also bcox her dad is busy at work and isn't at the mood for all this. Hopefully in the later afternoon, when he isn't tt busy, he wld agree to anna's last begging:)
Oh Lord, pls help me.. I really need Anna with me there. Please oh please...

Tuesday, February 27, 2007

Well, it's another tiring day for me. Woke up really late this afternoon by Mom.
Met anna around late afternoon for a lunch cum dinner at Kovan's Hk Xing Wang cafe.
I have been wanting to visit there one of these days as I miss the Hk's tradiotional milk tea.
But today, Dont know why, I drank lime tea instead. Wanna try smthg new. Tasted non-bad, but the milk tea is still better after all. Im never sick n tired of the food there as they're YUMMILICIOUS!!!

@ the Cafe:)


view of the outside from inside:)

SLUP!!!



ANNA :)


Aftermath, we went for a shop @ heartland mall as there was still some time left before of singing session. Anna n I both bought an identical top except for diff colours which I regretted after buying. I find it kinda kuku. Nvm !! It's aint refundable anyway. I just hv to find some kuku ocassion to wear it, tt's all:)


My kuku Top =x


Before we could finish shopping, Nick called to rush us. So we headed to Hougang K box. Saw quite a number of BABY'S friends, but as we're aren't that close, we hardly exchange much words. We sang from 7 til arnd 1am. Vincent joined us a lil` later but he wasn't too late. He did still hv many more hours left for him to sing :) And Oh YES ! I've got my voice BACK ! I could finally sing again.. After so long, I haven lost the knowledge of singing. Heng ah~ lol=x Can't wait for another singing session :)





NICK:)




VINCENT:)



me lazying arnd:)


& my all-time-favourite,

SHIRLEY TEMPLE=p

__________________________
DEAREST BABY


I miss u terribly, come back home quickly alright?


I can hardly slp without tugging tightly in ur arms.


I wanna hold u & walk with you til enternity.


YoursTruly,

Ling*


FOR JERLINE

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY LOVELY JER:)


Gazillion apologies Sweetheart, Da Jie missed out the date and it's a belated wish.
But there's a saying "always leave the best for the last" I wanna be the best so I hv to be the last.


Anyway, Da Jie wish u all the best in ur future enveadours. Hope tt you will stay as pretty as ever, and fullfiling all your wishes alright? Though we're unable to see each other as frequent as before, but you still do hold that lil` special place deep down in my heart. I'll keep those memories we had forever:)

And lastly, DaJie LOVES you !!!

Monday, February 26, 2007

Another post updating abt today's activity:) Today was BABY'S mom's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY auntie=] Bought her a Guess? wallet. Hope she likes it:) Supposed to meet his Mom, aunts&co. early arnd 1pm for karaoke session but sad to say, BABY n I woke up late. Must be due to the midnight movie we caught the night be4 tt caused us to be so piggy. After preparing and stuffs, we went to catch up with them but it was really late. We had only abt 30 mins left for singing. So BABY sang thru the 30 mins and at the same time, sang birthday song and cut the birthday cake.
Aftermath, we went bugis for a shop. Didn't get much thing as we had a lil time left be4 dinner. We had steamboat at Chuan Yi Ping Restaurant @ Icon. We ate really huge amounts of food til there's no more space left for more. BABY n I then went home with our BIG stomachs first as he needs to be back at camp be4 10pm.
Poor lil` thing. How i wish this thing cld just stop immediately.
But whatever it is, I promise to try my very best to persevere and hold on til this Dec. Im waiting...

Okay, let these pics end my post for today:)
women just love spending time in the toilet cam-whoring:)


At BABY'S house:)

I know I can rely on him. HEARTS`
I swear this cake is SUPERB!
Bought this mini manequin for my accessories.
I've finally found Strawberry her LOVE, banana:)
Alright, let me update abt Sat's activity. Nthg special though. Went to BABY'S family annual dinner and aftermath, went to catch a midnigh movie(juz follow law) at bugis tgr with his mom, sis and sis's bf. BABY n I were supposed to watch Ghost Rider at 9.45. We had bought the tickets earlier on but later, realised tt we cldn't make it as the dinner starts at only arnd 8.30. So we decided to give it a missed. How pity, wasted 2 tickets and wad's more, they were good seats :( But, the dinner was nice and delicious. BABY introduced me to his BIG family which I can hardly rmbr the amount. The restuarant reserved by his uncle was packed with BABY'S family members. And yes! Of course I do feel embarrassed, but soon after, it was quite okay as his family were nice people:) I didn't regret staying for the dinner.


Saturday, February 24, 2007

Im shedding blood...

Almost 3 and yet, Im not feeling a lil` sleepy. Broading abt today's prob tt BABY n I had.
Have been looking forward to this day when mom's inviting her friends as well as relatives back home for a gathering. Buffet was included and of cox, gambling is a must. HE was supposed to come tgr with his mom & sis. However, while i was shopping happily and waiting for time to pass so tt i cld meet him, he called and produced with a bad news telling me he cant book out as he failed whatever test.
This problem has alrdy started way long be4 when I complained tt he has too lil time for me, and promises tt were brokened by him. I cld no longer take it anymore. Chances followed by chances, and yet, he proved nthg but disappointments. So I took a deep breathe, and told him rudely over the phone tt we're OFF. At tt moment, my heart was bleeding, and tears started rolling down from the corners of my eyes. Wanted to stay strong but moreover, we had spent many good times once. Though it felt like a dagger being pierced deeply into my heart, but I believed tt this was the only way to stop me fr suffering again in future.
BABY initially agreed which caused me to feel doubly extra SHIT ! Thinking it was the end for both of us, BABY called, telling me he regretted agreeing with me.
And with all his sweet talkings, persuations, promises and tt sincere heart, once again, I forgave him.
Though everything was over, but it isn't the same anymore. That scar will still be left in my heart, reminding me abt the pain tt i've went thru.
If only he could heal ... ...

Friday, February 23, 2007

It's 15 mins past 3am and Im wide awake . Though the tv is switched on, Im ain't watching and instead, updating my blog and talking to Anna & Fen. It's kinda surprising that we 3 wld be talking at this hour. It has been long since we 3 last talked. But nvm, it's a good thing anyway..
Dont know why, but Im troubled over this Sat's dinner with BABY'S family. What am I gonna wear and how am I gonna present myself? BABY claimed my clothes were to revealing and obviously, I've got to get a pretty dress for myself tomorrow. Smthg more presentable. Hope Baby is gonna approve it:)

Thursday, February 22, 2007

It's only 30 mins past 6pm and Im alrdy back home. What a boring and restless Thursday. Went to get my nails medicured as Im sicked n tired of the old one. Wanted smthg new and fresh, I get them painted dark red with white flowers as nail art. And these 10 fingers cost me nearly a BOMB ! How exaggerating . lol.
While waiting for my my turn which was abt 2 hrs ltr, Anna & I went shopping. And Yes! I bought myself a Mango's hot pink spag, a new make-up case and a necklace from Minibits. Mom has been complaining that my wardrobe has no space anymore and is gonna collapse very soon and yet, Im still adding weight on it. Mom is gonna nag again.=x Anna claimed tt baby got to be a very successful man in future if he wants to marry me. Wahahahs XD I guess tt's quite true:)Thought of stopping temporary, but the temptation is motivating me. Nvm, we shall take each step at a time and see how:)


Alright, here are the pics i took today!