This shall be a short entry as I have been staying at home the WHOLE of today. Woke up at around noon time. Mildred was having tuition while Esther was still snoring like a pig.

Not long after, Esther woke up and we had lunch tgr as the rest did not wait for us. IDIOTS !!! Have been busy with the com today. Downloading themes and creating my own skins for the theme. Million thanks to the lovely Esther who taught me how to do it and Im so obsessed with it alrdy. Im so freaking happy and satisfied with the themes that I did on my own. They look pretty & awesome okay !! hahas..

After a "long" break, Im finally going school tmrw. Feeling kinda lethargic. Luckily sch starts at 10 and Im able to catch somemore sleep.

Yeahs~ BABY is booking out tmrw. And we're celebrating Daddy's birthday together :)Alright.. Guess that's all for today. Got to go learn putting eye drops for myself as I need to do it HOURLY. Or else, I believe I will be having problems tmrw in school=s

Visited ESCAPE THEME PARK today ! After so long, I finally had the chance to visit that place. They were Mildred, Urania, Esther, Zeelia, Bebe, BABY & ME of course. As Esther had free tickets which entitled to only 4 of us, the rest of us agreed forking out ourselves:)

However, that blurr Esther didn't notice that those tickets were only valid til 23rd of April which was like days ago !!

So, fair enough, everyone paid $16.50 while Bebe paid only $8.50. And guess what? The 3 most exciting rides for under maintenence !!! We were initially hesitating whether to continue our plan as not all rides were opened, but the Aunty at the ticket booth told us that we were able to come back within 3 months once more for absolutely FREE! Sounded quite reasonable and we all agreed:)

BABY'S & Bebe's smelly feet=x

Dont know why, but there're millions of BANGALAHS today

The ladies whom I love

okay! I admit I feared this ride =p

Bebe, where're you looking at?

Ahh~ That's better:)

What's e diff between this & e 1 be4? Well, I dont know either=x

Im to BIG & HEAVY for this :(

i love A-wei :)

LOVE Mildred too (:

Awww.. Aren't they adorable?

BABY thinks she's cute:)

Left the theme park at abt 5pm as Mom came to find us. Her motive here was to pass Mildred her Hp as she left it at home. While on the other hand, I believe she dont feel safe, leaving Bebe with us. Wahahas=x As we all were tired and thirsty, we settled down at Subway:) Not long after, Urania went home, the rest headed back to my house and I accompanied BABY back his home for dinner:)

The dinner prepared by his 4th aunt was yummilicious ! After dinner, BABY came home with me to collect some of his stuffs as he need to return back to camp by 12 midnight. Poor BABY, got guard duty tmrw:(







Though BABY just left a few mins ago, but Im alrdy starting to miss him alot. We spend almost 24hrs together these few days and Im so used to having him by me. It's a Sat night and Im all alone by myself. I simply HATE this feeling alot. Who's gonna see me to sleep? Covering the blanket for me? Taking off my specs off my face? Switching off the lights so as I wont trip if I were to do that? Putting eye drops for me? And most importantly, kissing my forehead before turning in?
Seems like Im relying to much on BABY. But who cares? I just want him here, by me.

Sometimes I really wish BABY could just finish that darn amry that he's serving for right now. If it's not for that, we wouldn't have so many problems especially quarrels. I've been enduring, tolerating and holding on for almost a year which many times, I almost gave up. Wonder how are we gonna survive thru another year.


Well, besides compromising one another, I truly hope that god would bless us both:)

27/o4/o7 FRIDAY

Went out with BABY :) First to White Sands to settle our dinner. Had Char Kway Tiao while BABY had the fried Hokkien Mee. Both were fantastically fabulous. 5 thumbs up !!! Shld be good standard as BABY queeued very long for the 2 plates okay !!!

Dont try to act innocent BABY !!

Headed off to Wisma. Was hoping to get some new clothes, but nothing caught my eye until the very last min when we were abt to leave, I spotted this black spag top from Yin & Yang:)

As the shopping was getting kinda bored, BABY & I suggested to catch a movie. Hence, we headed to PS, our fav location. We have been wanting so much to watch the Hills Have Eyes 2, but is rated R21. But BABY insisted on watching that. So, after much consideration & hesitation, BABY walked straight to the counter and bought the tickets. And YES !! BABY did it !!! We've got the tickets !!

It was an hour be4 11.40pm which was our show time, we walked, slacked and even played the arcade games to kill time. And in between all these, I was annoying BABY,complaining to him that I was afraid that the lady would stop us when we enter, while producing our tickets.

Fortunately, everything went smoothly and we caught the movie in peace:) Yes !! The show is violently disgusting and gross. Worst then the part 1 and the Turistas. But I just couldn't understand why is it rated R21 when M18 shld be considered reasonable. Anyway, It's got nthg to do with me anymore as I've caught the movie.. YEAHS ~~~~

Okay, off to call BABY !! Nites people :)

BOREDOM !!!

Stayed at home the whole day with the exception of accompanying BABY to polyclinic this morning and back to his home to take some clothes over my house this evening.

YEAHS~ BABY IS ABLE TO ACCOMPANY ME TO CGH TMRW !! Well, the trip down to polyclinic is all worthwhile afterall(:

While we BABY & I were lazy-ing around at home, we snapped some pictures !! These pictures are non-edited and Im 100% without make-ups !!! So pls pardon me with the disgusting pics :)

My poor poor eyes:(

Guess my lil` Rascal is suffering from depression & wanna attempt suicide =x

BABY told me to do this :(

oops =x

Yeahs~ Im feeling really happy these two days. Haven't felt like this for kinda long time. It's been years and I believe that it's isn't easy to break the bond between us. Hope we'll be like we used to be :)

MINOR OPERATION

Didnt attend school today. However, Im wasn't so lucky to sleep as much as I want. Woken up by Mom this morning as early as 8am. Went to the polyclinic as my eyes were bloody red and could hardly open. And DAMN the crowd there, I waited for 2 solid hours before I was able to consult the doctor.

Had my eyes checked and the sore in my throat. I was referred to the specialist at CHG. Mom wanted SG as she said CGH stands for Cant Go Home. How lame can she be.

However, the doctor said that the schedule for the eye specialist at SG today was packed and the only way out is to visit the A&E if we insisted on SG which the consultation fees would be much more expensive.

Hence, Dad came to pick us and drove us to CG. Got myself registered and the clerk said I've got to wait approximately about 3~4 hrs. WTH ! Another waiting again. I might as well spend more money instead of waiting.

Fortunately, it wasn't as bad as what the clerk said. Within half an hour, I consulted the young pretty specialist (:

Guess she's probably a greenhorn as she had to call for another older doctor who seemed kinda more experienced.

After spending abt nearly 30 mins in the room with the doctors, they still don't know what actually was wrong with my eyes. There were just 2 possibilities which were either normal sore eye or parasight infection.

Hence, in order to be accurate, the doctor had to perform a minor surgery on my eye !!

After taking a few pictures of different sides of my eyes which I dont know why is this necessary, the doctor did the scraping which was the final step be4 everything was done. She scrap off some samples of the cornea (I guess) from both sides of my eyes to bring for lab test. Be4 the scraping was done, the doctor dripped some solution into my eyes which caused the numb effect.

In case if you wanna know how it felt, well, it felt nthg as the numb effect really works. But this was just temporary. Once the effect was gone, (which was abt 10 mins later), I started to feel a little pain and sore in my eyes. OUCH ! And what's more, I wasn't able to open my eyes when there's sunlight or the light is too bright.

Got MC til this Friday which is my next appointment. And shit it ! Im missing many lessons and I believe I'll have difficulties catching up:( Hopefully teachers is able to slot me into their busy schedule to do the make-up lessons.

Coincidentally, BABY had a minor op today too. He went to NUH to get his Viral Walts removed. And he'd got 2 days MC ! How nice ~ So he's here tonight and tomorrow to take care of me:) Yeahs ~~~ But, he's got to booked in by tomorrow's night. Which means, he's not gonna accompany me down for my appointment this friday:( Mom&Dad wont be going with me either as they need to get on with work after resting so many days since the trip to HK.

So, the poor poor me is left all alone by myself.

Any good samaritans would like to accompany me down ? wahahahas=x

HAPPINESSSSSSSSSSSS

Feeling really happy today too. Finally, Im getting in touch with HER. Things are getting on smoothly. After all, she's isn't that heartless as what we thought. Hopefully things will turn out better and to be back to our usual us(:

No rush nor worries, we'll take each step at a time (:

FUCK IT !!!

Guess it's a UNLUCKY DAY for me today. Went to school as usual and was excited that I was able to go home early. But god doesn't seemed to favour me. It rained heavily.

After the last lesson, cutie Lydia spotted the redness in my left eye. AND YES !!! My eye is getting red again! Fcuk it ! And whats more, Shamilah, who always travel with me had already left for home as I stayed back to continue my projects.

So the poor poor me travel all the way from school back home ALONE ! Can u imagine that? Along the journey, I realised that Im actually a weakling who cannot be alone all by myself. Oh god! When can I start learning to be independent? Called Mom while I was on e way back home, asking her out for lunch as I have not ate since I got up from my bed. I was so hungry that I could feel the hunger punch in my stomach. But Mom, coincidentally was busy with some stupid stuffs and wasn't free for me.

Fortunately, I had MILDRED ! Both Angela & her ran out from their lesson just to meet me for lunch. Dont know how they did it, but I've still got to thank them(: Guess that being able to settle my stomach is the only good thing that went well.

Dad & Mom was furious when they saw me [esp MOM]. YES ! It was bcox of my eye. I know they both were worried, but the I truly think that they were kinda too harsh with me. Feeling really blue right now. It wasn't my intention for my eye to be like this. Who on earth would know that my eye hasn't fully recovered besides the optician of course.

Mom suggested to take me to CGH tmrw. But I've got lessons all the way from 8pm ~ 5pm. Almost the whole day. As they were very particular & concern abt my damn eye, they allowed me to skip school tmrw .

And now, here's the problem. I wanna heal my eye, & on the contary, I wanna go school for lessons. The lecturers are going really fast and if Im gonna miss any of the lesson, then i'll be doom.

FCUK IT ! WHY CAN GOD JUST SIMPLY GRANT ME BLODDY HEALTHY EYE? I dont ask for perfect eyesight. All I wan is a eye that it's cornea wont be damaged so easily.

Accidentally came across this which I found meaningful. Suddenly remembered smthg which again, tore my heart. Yes, I truly agree that we humans are not encouraged to bear grudges and be forgiving.

However, things weren't as easy as how others thought. Even how much you dont wanna bear grudges or regret, but that thing simply not giving me the opportunity to do so. Well, what the thing is, I seriously dont know how to explain.

Alright, let's replace that thing with a HER instead. Maybe you'll undertsand more.

I've tried holding on, wanting to go back. But she isn't the same anymore. She's leading a new life now and she seemed happy & satisfied with it. As for the others, everyone prefered the old her. Comments were that she's becoming even more vulgar, changing from a feminine and lovable HER to someone who seemed rough and violence.

Nobody knows what caused that change to HER. Probably the influence of friends or some other reasons. Well, I dont know for others, but it's kinda heartaching for me to see HER being like this. Not those kindof devastation, but just a little disappointment.

Well, like what the others said, it's isn't my business anymore. She loves being like this and HER current life now and all we could do is to wish HER best to her future enveadours. Hoping she knows HER priority, what she wants in future and the kindof woman she wanna be:)

Having a slight migrain since yesterday night. Dont know why, but Im always feeling so lethargic nowadays. Is it bcox due to insufficient sleeps everyday ? My period? or bcox of some other reasons? Well, Im unsure either. If I know, I wouldn't be getting up so early in the morning to be in school adding more knowledge into my brains.

Oh yes, gradually, im getting sick of school. Not bcox of the peeps, but bcox of the time I need to get my ass up from my comfy bed and dragged myself with heavy eyelids to school. Though the time isn't much different from sec sch time, but the curriculum hours is much more longer ! With the exception of somedays of course(:

Anyway, back to yesterday. Went out with BABY. First to Ps to get our movie tickets. Yes, we're kiasu as we were getting 9.25 tics at only abt 3pm! Typical Singaporeans ~ Walked passed kfc and we settled our dinner there. We tried the new bbq chicken meltz. For me, it tasted quite normal and nthg much special but BABY loves it alot.

Was supposed to meet Mildred & Co at bugis, but the girls weren't ready yet. Hence, in order to kill time, BABY and I WALKED all the way from PS to Marina Square which was suggested by BABY. Didn't know it was damn freaking far . Though the journey was a lil` tiring, but BABy & I had a great time, strolling, chit chatting, joking and of course, gossiping.

It was merely 15 mins after I reached MS and Mildred called. As I haven shopped the entire place yet, Mildred suggested to meet us at MS! Yeahs~

And at MS, I got myself a 3/4 white pants & a yellow spag top from Zara & a pair of high heeled shoes. Mildred got one exactly like mine either. And Yeahs~ we've got the same pair of shoes !!!!

As it was abt time for the movie. BABY & I left for PS. And on the way. We saw this shop selling ice creams with triangular shaped cone. How sweet. So, we stopped over and had our passion fruit cone. We both were enjoying the ice cream so much that we didn't notice that our walking pace had been reduced. It was alrdy 9.10 when we looked at the watch and we were only at city link !!! Damn it ! So both BABY & I ran all the way to the mrt, out from the train and all the way up to the cinema. And I was panting like some kinda crazy woman .

Luckily, we were just in time for the movie(: The run was all worthwhile.

Caught the show turistas. Overall wasn't that bad. Probably a 3.5 starts. Violence gore.. You were able to see how the man operated on the woman and digging out all her organs. Stomach, Liver, Kidneys, intestines etcetc.. Now I understand why it's rated M18 .

The next movie I wanna watch so much is Hills Hv Eyes 2. Have watched part 1 as Esther had the vcd. The story line is a lil` same like Turistas. However, it's rated R21. Guess it'll be kinda difficult for me :(

Rise and shine people !! After the 5 tough days of waking up early & dragging myself to school, finally i was able to catch somemore sleep.

Well.. as for what I did yesterday wasn't very much interesting.
As usual, I went to school. Thought that I would end as late as 5pm, but to my surprised, it was 3 pm! I have to attend the last lesson on even weeks only. Which means, I've got lessons til 5pm next friday !

And of course, BABY picked me up from sch. Went to White Sands to have my lunch cum dinner and at e same time, meet Desmond. He haven't change at all, still as crappy as ever.

Aftermath, we headed back home. Waited for Bebe to end school in the evening and brought him to Tampines to catch a movie. Met Mildred & Co. there (:

BABY & bebe

my lovely girls (:

Bitchy Esther & erm... my ENEMY ! =x

BABY suggested to take a pic of this sexy uncle =x

Bebe, what are you trying to do?

A SUPER-DUPER nice show okay ! I rate it 5/5 !! Best show i've watched this month. It's hilarious at the first part, and then sad & touching in the end. Go watch it people, you wont regret(:

19/o4/o7 [ Thur]

I so LOVE Thursday can !! `Coz i start school on 8am & end at 12pm !!! But for today, I ended at 3.30 as I had to install programmes in my lappy which took me abt a damn 1 hr, and a make-up lesson for Tue :( But it's okay, at least I learn smthg new (: BABY picked me up and we went Tampines for a movie. Caught wild hogs. An average show which I rate 3/5.

And oh yes, Im still considering whether to take up the language course or not. Lotsa varieties. German, French, Korean, Japanese etc etc.. Any recommendations?

But most likely, I'll be doing either Korean or Japanese (:

Headed back home as Mom preapred dinner for us & also as a farewell dinner as she's flying of to Hong Kong tgr with Dad the next morning. I know that she's there to work, but I dont believe that she'll be so busy that she forgets our presents !!!

Got lotsa things to update.. Shall start with yesterday's activity first..

Went to fetch BABY from e airport as early as 3am tgr with his mom & aunt. Thot there wldn't be alot of people as it was alrdy so late , or rather early. But to my surprise, there were mountain ppl, mountain sea.

Aftermath, we headed back to his hse and we slept til noon. Which means Im absent from sch !!! We were able to sleep, but due to some maintanence, the whole building had NO ELECTRICITY ! How pathetic.. So we dragged ourselves up & took BABY'S mom out for lunch at Compass Pt. Met Mom & Dad there and we 5 had lunch tgr.. Wow, first time the folks met each other.. Heh heh..

Ps; most ppl said I've slimmed down and looked real disgusting with the sharp face. Izit true?

Dad sent BABY'S mom home & dropped us at white sands as I need to get some sch stuffs. Went straight home after that as Mom prepared STEAMBOAT as a gesture to welcome BABY back home. And of course, Zee, Esther & Urania were here to celebrate with us or rather ME!! Damn tt Ron who overslept. But he did make up for his mistakes by treating everyone bubble tea. Thnks Ron (:

Gifts from BABY(:

BABY took this. I know I look yucky, but it's okay ~

As for today, as usual, went back to sch. And DAMN IT , my lessons end 5pm every Wed & Fri ! BABY picked me up from sch . After so many months tgr, this was the first time he came to pick me from sch..
Awww... How sweet (: LOVE you lahs~


Aftermath, we headed off to Tampines to do some quick shopping as Mom, Dad & Bebe were meeting us for dinner at LerkThai. The food there was yummilicious. Ordered a table full of food, but the 5 of us weren't able to finish up all.

Im back from school !!! After a few months, I back to studying again. Though still in holiday mood, but my classmates rocks so much that they made me love school so much !

Started lesson at 10am and was supposed to end at 1 for brk continued by lesson at 2 til 4. But Mr Quek, a very hilarious teacher who always say " Dont ... ... Or I'll get very angry", released us at 12pm. Yeahs~ we've got abt 2 hrs of lunch break ! But stupidly, we spend alot of time, queueing up to get our lecture notes & left with little time for lunch.

Had a quick bite and at 2pm, we headed back to class. Mr Lau W.K as how he introduced himself to us, seemed kinda stern & unfriendly. I was kinda turned off by him until he released us at 2.30 instead of 4, I changed my opinion towards him. Everyone simply LOVES him.

The guys in our class were so gentlemen okay !!! Actually, there's 4 girl in our class, but she hardly interact with us :( Guess she's shy. It's okay, we'll approach her one day ! As we 3 were the only girls in the class, the guys seemed to pamper us alot, or rather they should=x They showed "LADIES FIRST" attitude. They even waited outside the girls' toilet for us. How sweet. Thnks guys !!

Wei Lian was the oldest in our class. 21 !!! But the best thing is, HE DRIVES TO SCH !!! As it was drizzling after class, he drove ALL OF US to the atrium for the cca fiesta. And of course, he made many trips to and fro. Awww, if only he stays near me, then I wld get free trips everyday !! wahahas.. Sounds kinda materialistic. But it's okay. Most ladies are like this =x

Lydia joined either the teakwondo or social dance club. We girls wanted to be the same. But unfortunately, Sha & I thot those 2 dont suit us at all. Ppl like us who failed our cca during sec sch wld want smthg easy am I right? So, we decided not to hv cca !! But, Lydia, who seemed kinda experienced told us that we need the cca pts in order to get into local Uni. Dont know wether if it's true, but Sha & I dont wanna take the risk. We wanted libarian, but there's isnt such cca. Felt kinda embarrassed as it was me who came out with the idea=x lol. So, next up the list was the astro club as others seemed to be quite tough. Dont know if we did the right choice, but according to what the senior said, it sounds quite interesting and we both were convinced. So, we'll be LEARNING ABT THE STARS !! sounds cool isn't it?

Anyway, it's only the 1st day & Im loving sch alrdy. Hope that this feeling will last me for the next 3 years ! NP ROCKS !!!

ps: the only thing i hate abt is the walking distance from place to place. Eg, the main gate to my classroom blk. Freaking FAR okay. Guess we need to ask WeiLian to pick us up from the gate and drive us up to the class so that I wont hv to walk the F**king steep slope. And the weather is another factor. Was sorching hot at a moment & was raining heavily with loud thunders at another. Oh God, cld u pls do smthg abt it? I don't want the sun & the rain. Pls..................

GAZILLION YEAHS~

In another 10 hrs time, Im seeing BABY !!

Feeling really lethergic as I slept around 6am this morning. Thanks to Stacy, Mildred's tutor & was once my tutor called. Poor her, standing outside the hse, ringing the bell many times, but nobody answered the door. Today was maid's off day. And besides Mildred & I who were sleeping so soundly, there're weren't anybody at home..

Went FLUID yesterday night as many of our friends were there. But to our disappoinment, that place SUCKS okay !!! Poor lighting, stupid songs earlier on and small dance floor.

So we went to hv supper at MARQUEE as ron was feeling hungry. Went with Ron, Vincent & Zee. And just the 4 of us, the bill came up to $ 107 !! Poor ron, burned a BIGBIG hole in his pocket.

The rest of the girls came along to find us after that. Sat down, chit chated for awhile and headed back for the club.

And Guess what ? The queeue for re-entry was super long ! We're stucked outside for about 20 mins before going in as the dance floor was packed and the bouncers stopped everyone until people came out.

How rubbish !! Urania was right. Since the dance floor is so small, what for they issue so many tickets? Shit it ! We shld hv went to MOMO instead. But after we went in, things got better, though the dance floor was still cramped, but the music rocks big time !!

Took quite a number of pics, but they're with Vincent. Shall upload the pics very soon alright. *LOVES

INDULGED IN YOU

BABY IS COMING BACK TOMORROW !!!

Feeling really excited and happy as I've been waiting for this day to arrive for ages!! Finally, 1 month had passed and it wasn't as easy as everyone thought.

On the contary, school's starting tomorrow:( Dont know why, but Im still so in holiday mood. Why must the poly's policy change and can't remain the same like the previous year, starting sch at only June? It's so infair okay!!

Feeling really confused as Im currently having a mixed feeling. Dont know whether to look forward to tmrw, or to grief abt tmrw?

BABY will be reaching S'pore approximately 3.30am tmrw. Or rather a Tue morning. Which means, IM GONNA PON 10 ON THE 2nd DAY OF SCH !!! How pathetic~ But nvm, it's all worthwhile.

See you BABY, Im missing you !

It was the girls outing yesterday!Only with 1 extra named TREY !! But had ubber lots of fun with them.

First headed to FEP as Zee wanna get herself some new clothes.

Unfortunately, nthg caught her eyes. Instead, I got a Tee for BABY ! =)

As it was getting late and the shops were abt to close, we went off to Wisma's topshop. Zee got a top as a bday present for her friend and I got myself a pencil case and a pretty note book !!

Zee & I

As we were all famished, we headed off to cine for dinner cum supper :)

Sweetheart Urania & I

Pretty Mildred & I

Aftermath, we went my home for a rest. Had a heart-to-heart talk with Urania at our "fav place" of the house, the carpet outside !! Nice environment and was breezy ! The feeling was so good. Talked so much that we didnt realised that it was so late that the rest were sleeping already ! So urania & I watched the vcd STEP UP ! Though I fall asleep as I was freaking tired, but overall, I rate it 4 stars ! Not til arnd 6am, Urania went home. And I had to sleep on the mattress as Esther and Trey were sleeping on my bed !!! Outrageous lil` couple=x lol.

MY DEDICATIONS

To Mildred : Erm, facing you everyday for almost 16 solid years, I've got nthg much to say to you. Ok la, to be fair, LOVE YOU !

To sweetheart Urania : Hey darling, after talking so much to you, I know you've went thru quite alot of unhappy things. I kinda felt so unfair to you but cant help much. All I can do is to give you my moral support & to lend you a listening ear. I'll be your pillar of support. Not only me, but the other girls too ! `cox we simply LOVE you so so much!!

To bitchy Esther : YOU DIDNT TALK MUCH TO ME YSTERDAY !! And it's all bcox Trey was there & you had to entertain him. He stole you away from us ! How dare he !! Samore sleep on my bed !!! Freaking hate him can? When are you gonna dump him =x lol. And of course, LOVE YOU !!!

To Zeelia : We all understand how you feeling right now. But what I told you yesterday on our way to FEP, is really how we felt. I dont mean to say or rather lecture you, but we all dont wish to see you doing all those things to embarass yourself. I know it's isnt as easy as like what I've said, but somehow, you've gotta try super hard =) We'll be there.

I went for my sch's orientation today !! Initially was quite boring. Listening to the briefs about my course. But gradually, it became fun !!I've made 2 new friends ! A sweet girl named Lydia who stays Jurong W & a malay girl named Shamira who stays near me, Tampines !! Oh yes, we can go sch together in future (=

Actually, I was kinda upset when I saw shanyun & I were being put to diff classes. But, one of the student leader named Max who gave me a deep impression as he had purple hair told me that both shanyun & my classes will be combine very often. Double yeahs ~

This is only the sch of engineering and the theatre is alrdy so packed !!

Oh yes, my class alone has only 3 girls inclusive of me & the rest are boys !! Oh gosh ~ Pathetic threesome=x

There's abt 5 canteens in my sch and plus SIM's which was just beside my sch, I think there'll be wide variaties of food for me to choose. Called Calvin yesterday night and he told me there was a bar in sch also ! Wow, stylo milo sia~ hahas.. And whats more, it's located right beside School of Engineering .. Yipee ~

But, I didn't get to see it today =( Nvm. Cal said if I get lost, I cld call him for help. Lol..

Was supposed to stay there from 8am~7pm. But I felt kinda lethargic and called Dad to pick me up as he was in the vacinty. Aftermath, together with Mom, we headed to cine to get my shoes for sch =)

Lunched at Xin Wang cafe as Dad was feeling hungry and we headed straight home after that as the girls are coming to do some cooking and baking !

After so long, Im going club again! Can't wait for tomorrow (=

SHE neglected us because of her boyfriend,

YOU forsaken us because you HAD NEW FRIENDS.

So, pls refrain from giving negative comments abt HER,

as YOU are not in any positions to do so,

when YOU are worst off than HER !

I've finally REGRETTED.

Doing stuffs for you and when you dont even appreciate.

Im ain't gonna softened my heart anymore.

Your cruelty made me hate you so much.

BITCH OFF~

A couple of unhappy things happened today.

Firstly, Mildred visited Angela this afternoon. Still, after the faint & discharge from hospital, she's still unable to speak. Oh God, please let such a sweet lady recover:)

Secondly, Zee broke off with Glend ! Something which I least expected to happen.

Esther came over today !!! Wow! was so surprised to see her. Zee came along later and we chatted. Felt so sad for her.. She looked strong but we know deep within her, she's tearing blood.

Unfortunately Urania wasn't here with us as she need to pick her Mom from the Airport.

It's okay my dear, we miss you too. Dont worry, u didn't miss out much. We'll keep you updated soon !!

Saw Mom on tv & i weekly !!! She's promoting for New York Skin Solution.

Outing with my girls again tmrw ! Guess Urania isn't coming along again as she's having tuition:(

Dont worry sweetie, no matter what, we will always keep you close in our hearts.

Unlike those ungrateful people who only doesn't know how to appreciate .

Finally, I've found friends who were worth having. At least, we still own a place in their hearts. Though we weren't as close before, but they didn't give up on us & continue loving as much.

My parents were also disappointed as this has got nthg to do with the old. Let alone me. But, the pain heals temporary whenever Im with the girls(:

Dad was right, she has the rights to choose her own lifestyle. But, doesn't she feel guilty at all? I wonder how she's able to sleep every night.

Nvm, I shld not be thinking abt this matter and listen to the girls' persuations.

I wouldn't have been so strong if the girls weren't there for me.

Thnks sweeties, I'll try my best to let this go. Give me time alright?

I LOVE you girls (:

Just got home not long ago and Im already sitted down in front of my laptop blogging.

Anyway, was supposed to meet urania & esther tgr with mildred for some self-study sessions. Unfortunately, Mom & Dad asked me to accompany them to collect Dad's passport and my new specs. So, I missed the chance. Guess they are having fun right now :(

Before collecting my specs, went people's park. Nthg nice there but many cheap stuffs. Most aunties wld probably like it there. That explained why Mom suggested to go there =x

okay!! I know I look dumb in specs.

my new specs !!

Can't wait for next week. Meeting girlfriends again ! Urania is gonna teach us how to bake and Im trying D.I.Y chocolate fondue !!

ps: My cornea isn't fully recover yet. Gotta go back for the check up in another 1 week's time. Fuck it, I cant wear my lenses again !!

Quite a number of things to update. So, I shall start with yesterday's activity first :)

Went out with Mildred and treated her to swensens as what I've promised her. Aftermath, Met urania & esther at tm for a slack before coming over my house. Wanted starbucks but it was packed, so we headed to coffee bean instead. Spent a couple of hrs there chit chatting. It's been long since we 4 had a heart-to-heart talk. Through this, we've finally understood many things that we initially dont(:

I LOVE them :)

As coffee bean was abt to close for the day, we cabbed back my home as they've promised a night over my place. Wanted to spent more time with them, but Ah Kwang asked me out for supper.

So, he picked me up from my place and we visited many places I've nv been be4. First to Kent Ridge Park, then to Labador Park, Mount Faber & lastly, had supper at east coast . It's been long since I last met him and we did many catching ups. And of course, he told or rather taught me many imprt things I shld know in life. Regardless is it relationship or friendship. He's indeed a wise man whom I regard as my older brother. Thnks Kwang(:

When I reached home, I thought the girls wld be still wide awake doing their gossiping. However, all of them were fast asleep except for esther who was still surfing the net. Oh no, they must be feeling bored as I wasn't around. Sorry girls):

To Urania: While I was out, u msged and called me. I knew u were worried for me . How sweet.. Thnks girl.. I LOVE you lahs~

As for today, woke up early this mrng by Urania who jumped and laid on me. Asking me to wake up to entertain her as Mildred was tuitioning and esther still sleeping like a pig. So, the good good me sacrificed my sleep to accompany her. Not long after, Esther was awaken by me as I wasn't happy that she's able to sleep when I can't =x

Did nthg special. Had lunch, tea while watching vcd and of course, snapping pics !! We were like some kinda vainpots. Nvm abt the ugliness for we were in our indentical type of sleep wear and with NO make-ups on !

I love them both(:

I know they all looked kinda retard and ugly. But it's okay, we're loving them!!!

Our tea-time :)

By dinner time, Esther's "friend" came to look for her. Initially, he was supposed to fetch her to her relative house warming . Guess the cosyness of my hse caused her to give it a miss=x. Wahahas. Not until 9pm, they left for home.

To Esther: I so fcuking hate Trey okay !! But since he's so sweet towards u, then I wish u both all the best :) Jia You man ~

Enjoyed myself these 2 days alot. I wasn't feeling good the past few days, but thanks to the lovely girls, I've smiled:) I shan't let those unhappy things or disappointments to affect me. Life goes on and I must live life happily (: Thnks sweethearts.

Alright, let me end the post with the pic of 4 of us !!!

I LOVE YOU ALL(:

Have you ever wonder what you really wanted in life or rather how u wanted ur future to be like?
Well, you may think it's still isnt the right time yet, but it somehow happened to cross my mind yesterday night.
Hence, I pondered and thought abt this matter as I wasn't able to sleep.
Initially, I thought that I shldn't have think about it for Im still so young. All I have to do now is to enjoy myself as much as I could. I would always tell others and myself that life is short & we wouldn't know when it's time for us to leave this world. It may be tmrw or the day after. Who knows? So, we shld be enjoying every single minute we have. Dad was quite fed-up with me or having such childish or rather, inmature thinking.
Dad was right. I shldn't be so naive & got to plan wisely as Im alrdy in poly which was like a stepping stone to my future. I must plan right from the start and in fact, shld hv done it earlier. I regretted for not having good results in Os and regretted for being so playful.

Friends are also another factor who play an imprt role in life, provided u hv good friends of course(:
As time goes by, when one gets to see the world, he/she wld then truly knows what kind of friends they really need. I don't know if I've alrdy met mine or not, but I truly hope to meet more in future. Someone whom I can rely & trust on. Who really understand the real defination of forever friends.

Actually, I thot I once had one. But it was just an illusion.
The girls were right. Why am I so foolish, still believing in her and not them? They laughed at me. They cld just let it go easily, but I cant.
But now, Im slowly letting go with the help of the girls. They were right. She dont hv the rights to insult other people for being ungrateful when she herself does. She aint no diff from ***. I chose to trust her, but she's not proving anything & instead, more disappointments arrived.
Yes girls, she's definately heartless. Years of friendship somehow being taken over by friends she knew for only months. I was finally enlightened.Thnks girls(:

Anyway, excited to meet u girls ltr :) see ya sweethearts !

It's sweeping tombs day today. Though it has alrdy started few days back, but heard from Mom that today is the exact day.
While the whole family was out, offering their prayers and sweeping tombs, the unfilial me is lazy~ing at home. Dad&Mom persuaded me to go, but I just dont hv the mood to sweep tombs !
Come to think of it, I shld have went earlier on. Cox I HAVEN'T got to see my maternal grandpa in my whole entire life !!! Well, this also explains that I haven went for any tomb sweeping the past 16 years=x

To Ah Gong: Dont blame me alright. I shall visit you the next time when Mom's going=) *provided Im free & I rmb =x*

I shall say that lady luck hasn't been with me these few days for my eye is not cured yet. Though the redness isn't that obvious anymore, but my eye still feel kinda uncomfortable.

Anyway, went to Eddie's Mom's specs shop yesterday to get my new pair of glasses. And yes! I finally found the right one for me. Though the trip there was specially for me, but Mom got herself another new specs too when her current one is still PERFECTLY FINE !!
This time round, her new specs is diff with special function which everyone knew long ago except for me ! How kuku. It's call transition or smthg. (Cant rmbr). Out in the sun, the the lenses wld automatically changes into shades and protect the eye from the sorching sun. And when indoors, it'll change back to normal glasses. How cool right?!?
okay~ I know the advertisment has been advertising on this, and I just learned abt it yesterday which made me felt kinda embarrassed. NVM !!!

Aftermath, we headed to Ikea. After SO long, we finally hv the chance to do so. Eddie came along with us. Guess partly bcox he wanna spend more time with Mildred. Right Eddie? =x *evil smile*
And oh yes !! Eddie said I've slimmed down a lil`. Yeah~~~ I haven heard this sentence for ages and I was on cloud 9. Must be due to these few days, that I've been staying at home and wasnt fed with anything nutritious=x Guess Im gonna cope myself at home more often if I wanna continue slimming. Wahahahas.
And at Ikea, manyMANY things caught my eyes. Oh Mom, when can we get to renovate our damn fugly home=x Dad suggested to bring the floorplan and leave it at the design hub. But Mildred says she could do tt all by herself if only Dad gives her the money to do so. HAO LIAN !!! =x
Wanted to get that red fury carpet at courts for our living room to match with our zen-looking furnitures. Unfortunately, there was none left except for the display set.
After Ikea-ing, I dont know why but suddenly hv the urge to hv a home of my own and renovate it myself. And I was telling everyone yesterday " When can I get married?" But there was no reply from them which I belived they were thinking Im childish.
Nvm, I shall tahan for another few years :)

Oh yes !!! I fcuking cannot club tonight bcox of the fcuking cornea of my fcuking eye that causes me to fcuking stop wearing my fcuking lenses for a "short" fcuking period of time & I fcuking cant take pics with my fcuking specs on ! So, there'll be currently no pics for now. PISSED~~~~

The whole hse was a piece of quiteness this afternoon. Hence, I took the opportunity to lay confortably on the bed, and continue the novel. The sun was so hot tt made me felt so lazy and just wanna rot at home, but stupid Mildred came home and pleaded me to go FEP with her. Arghh!! And there goes my lovely afternoon.

Wanted to cab down, but dad who was on his way to collect his air tickets offered a ride. We save the money . Yeah ~ 3 cheers to dad !! okay, quite a number of pics I took today. Enjoy (:

Lovely Dad=)

Sis, dont u got ur own cam?!?

Mildred's intention to FEP was to visit JuvYew, but unfortunately, nthg caught her eye. And the lucky me, manage to get a bag ! *evil smile*

Mildred then suggested going to bugis probably she's isnt happy that she've got nthg. lol=x

And at bugis, Mildred finally found her top. Thnks to Kai, who saved my poor legs. And poor sis, burned a HUGE hole in her pocket as that top cost her $70+ okay !!! Nvm, it's isnt my problem anyway.

Aftermath, headed to Tm to meet Mom&Dad. Bought a top from MNG and a flipflops (:

Was supposed to make a pair of new specs but none of the designs caught my eye.

Coincidentally, the optician saw the redness in my eyes which I haven recover from days ago and offered to to an eye check-up for me.

And the optician said tt my CORNEA IS DAMAGED !!!

I replied," So, how many more days does my eyes left to live?"

Opticians laughed and said it wasnt tt serious.

God darn it! Im serious abt it okay. I really thot I wld go blind..

But of cox, I heaved a sigh of relief upon hearing tt.

my cornea damaged eye):

However, Im unable to wear my lenses for these 3 days until I go back for the check up again. If it's still the same, then I need the specialist.

Which means, I bloody cant wear tt bloody lenses at the moment and hv to put on the bloody damn specs!!! I wanna club on this thur okay !!!

Oh God!! Why dont u just kill me instead? Or cld u just grant me a pair of perfect eyes?

Well, guess there's isnt much I cld do but to abide the regulations. Poor me :(

To Esther: I know u wont be praying for me but it's okay, I will still try my very very very best to love you, cause u've just said u love me a min ago. *blush* wahahahas.

Things aren't the same and we are not like what we used to be anymore. Initially, we were best of the best friends tt everyone envied. But now, we were like some kind of strangers and dont know how the other party is doing.
I've always been the one calling, the one msging, the one who say Hi when u dont even do. But now, I guess it's all over.

New friends have appeared in ur life, and u just kicked us all away. U may think that Im thinking way too much. But put urself in our shoes, wld u feel the same way too? I swear u would unless u're no longer the old you.

We share good things with you as much as we can, or rather, everything. Everyone loves & dote on you so much.But why cant u just appreciate?

Ask yourself. When was the last time u called to send regards or ask how we were doing? Or even send a greeting when u see us online?
The others were right. Why shld I be contributing when u dont even care? Why shld I spend my time, wondering how hv u been or waiting for ur calls?

You were no longer the old adorable you who was loved by everyone.Im utterly disappointed. Didnt know tt our sistership was so weak tt a lil` squabble was able to destroy it. I tried salvaging, but it wasnt enough. It takes both hands to clap.

You were the one who let us go, and I, alone cant take the blow. So, Im letting you go too. Im sorry, but u chose this ending.

The memories shall be buried right deep down in my heart, til the day, you retrive them back. Idont know for others, but i'll always welcome u back (:

Was a family outing day yesterday. Though meimei didnt travel with us as she had to meet esther & urania, but everyone went out includind daddy! Mom, bebe & I initially wanted to go down to town ourselves but daddy offered to send us go. Hence we save the long boring journey:) Didnt take any pics as my eyes are swalloned !!!

Going down town was Mom's intention as she need to collect her travelling bag at shaw centre. When we reached there, one of the promoters said we were too late as it only opens til 6pm during weekends.

So, it's a wild goose chase and we're going back there on tue.

Met Mildred &Co at cine. And at cine, Daddy bought bebe a pair of aasics shoes.And again, I told Bebe, "Hello! I only get to wear BATA hor !!" And the act innocent Bebe smiled sweetly at me. wth !

Mom got herself a top from Queens couture & Sis got herself a necklace form diva, which Im so unhappy abt bcox I havent got anything when everybody had!

But it's okay la, coz pretty Mom would love to share her top with me. Right mom? hahahas.. And poor dad, who chauffeured us arnd, didnt manage to get anything too. So, I shldn't feel bad at all=)

Saw this polo T from Ralph Lauren which caught both Mildred & my eyes. Though it was out in the market for quite some time alrdy, but we haven got a chance to see it. And the god darn T cost $232 okay !!! Must start saving up alrdy . And I was like "Could u polo ppl give me just 1 of the polo T please...."

Fortunately, our beloved Mom who's going Hk for a business trip next 2 weeks said she would look out for me at Hk as it might be cheaper. If not, she shall get for us from Singapore when she returns.

Aww.. Thnks Mom, I know u love me coz I love u as much too :)

Wasn't in the mood for movie as my eyes hurt. Dad & Mom were tired too. But bcox of our lil` prince, bebe who wanted very much to watch, dad agreed. So everyone was watching bcox of HIM !! Ronald came along ltr and was just in time for the movie.

Staring at Bebe, I spoke softly to him, " And it's all bcox of YOU !! I haven got this treatment when I was a kid u dumbo!"

Once again, Bebe smiled innocently at me again which made me wanna puke.

After movie, we headed straight home while Mildred&Co left for some other places.

On the journey back, Mom said "Be ah~ did u bring your keys? Mummy forgotten to bring mine."

And I raised my voice a lil` and said, " Huh?!? U've got ur own keys alrdy?!? I've just got mine recently okay! U spoilt brat !!!"

This time round, Bebe didnt smile at me anymore. He was getting fed up and raised his voice at me too and replied "Why u everything also must compare???"

I was dumbfounded not knowing how am I supposed to reply while dad& Mom were laughing so happily for his "cuteness" which I think it's so dumb lor. Nvm, I shan't quarrel with an 8 yr old lil` boy whom is so childish.. And the rest of the journey was accompanied by quietness as Bebe fell asleep the very next min.