esther's bday

29/03/08 [Saturday]

It's a Saturday and yet I didn't do any shoppings today.

All I did was just accompanying Mom to buy stuffs for our holiday trip tomorrow,

met BABY for dinner at KFC.

I had cravings for KFC since lunch time. Esp the chicken breast & cheese fries..

But, don't know why always so suay.. Either they don't hv it, or they're finished.

I thought S'poreans hate breast meat?

And at Kfc,

BABY said smthg that made me smiled instantly.

B: Next time I open a KFC & LJS shop for you k?

M: Woah... so nice ah? Then the KFC can sell just only chicken breast meat?

B: Woah.. Like tt confirm very fast close down one..

-.-

Anyway...

For those who have been wondering,

I'll be going Genting tomorrow with BABY, Mom, Aunt, Sis, & Zeelia.

28/03/08 [Friday]

Mom, Sis, BABY & I went Bugis Temple o pray.

Afterwhich, went to do a little shopping at street then down to town.

Had dinner and I accompanied BABY back to his place to pack his luggage while Sis & Mom went home.

27/03/08 [Wednesday]

It was a last min decision to meet up with my babes today bcox I saw their msges & missed calls only today when they had msged me since the night before.

However, I was too drunk to even realise that my phone actually rang .

Hence, the poor BABY was left all alone at my place while I went out to meet them.

But, it wasn't so bad afterall bcox he had his maple to accompany him which I believe he loves it more compared to having me by him.

Right Bi?

Headed down to White Sands and we chilled at Hk Restaurant. Talked alot and we sure had fun though it was merely an hour plus of meet-up.

Shermain.

Jerline

26/03/08 [Tuesday]

Esther's Birthday Celebration !!!

Beware ! It's gonna be a pictures-filled post.

Leave if you don't wanna see bcox I dont hv much to elaborate.

The sweet? 17 birthday girl

Birthday girl doing stunts..

Now u think she's sweet? LOL!

Celebrated at a pub @ Serangoon..

spot me?

Esther's pretty Mom & her..

And I must say she has a hot & modern-ly Mother..

Esther's Mom offering us liquor...

you get what I meant abt Modern-ly now?

And, I was caught paying far too much attention on my hp..

LOL.

I'm never a sms freak nor am I someone who will splurge on hp bills bcox I seriously think it's not worth !

And why like tt?

It's bcox I was quarrelling with Bi.

Zeelia & Me.

Zeelia & Mario

LOL

Revonda !!!

My Estherly Love

My stunt girl.

My hot, loud, crazy bytch!

Anna, Pearl, Me.

Pearl !

And of course, how would I ever miss out my lovliest ANNA LIU AN NA???

We're encountering the same prob that night..

Thanks for being there be it good/bad times (:

Estherly&Mili

making a wish..

pls wish that your next legal birthday would arrive soon !

Hope u've enjoyed ur day that night.

Im sorry for having to leave that early, bcox I know I'm gonna drop any moment..

haha..

I know I weak la...

I was drunk. First time in my 18 years of life.

According to BABY,

when I reached home & the kick came, I started to spout nonsense.

Thankfully I didn't puke

=x

I know I'm a bad drinker.

26/03/08 [Wednesday]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ESTHER !!!

ps: alamak. only sweet 17? aiya.. still got long way to go until ur legal age..

tsk tsk !

Im feeling so tired & lerthargic right now.
But I hv to keep myself awake for my girlfriend, Esther's birthday party later.
*yawns!*

Had a chat with my sweetheart Jerline few mins back via msn.
This dumb girl of mine could actually tell me she was sleeping tt's why she didn't reply my msg the other day.
-.-

Luckily she did drop me a testimo, else, I wld give her HELL !
LOL =x

Jer told me an unexpected news that shocked me, but I was happy for her.
Then, I only realised that I've actually missed out quite alot from the 2 babes of mine.
I need to meet them tmrw.
Am praying hard that Love wld msg me very soon :)
*cross fingers*


I was feeling blue initially, but was cheered up by the conversation I had with Jer.
She said that she'll learn what to do with that idiot who bullied me.
hahaha...
Definately not using violence bcox she's bound to lose.

Okay, gtg ppl..
Shall update very soon(:

ps: I've the world's most awesome parents & world's bestest girlfriends !!!
pps: hope it doesn't rain..

I've got to help out for Dad tomorrow, but I can't get to sleep.
Prolly due to waking up only at 3pm this afternoon..

Insomnia is NEVER a problem to me whenever Bf is around.
BUT,
he went out with his friends not long ago.

And the thought of him enjoying his time away with his friends right now makes me feel so unhappy & uneasy.
I don't know why..

Im worried that..

- he's gonna smoke
- he's gonna speak vulgarities
- he's gonna flirt around
- he's gonna return home only in the morning
- he's gonna do dangerous stuffs (like being a pillion on a bike)
- he's gonna neglect me (not contacting me until I do so)

You would hv say that it's all abt 1 word, trust, & I should hv trusted him.
But, that was so, VERY, EXTREMELY long ago.

Bcox when time flies, most of the things change.
And then, you'll gradually realise that the amount of freedom he has plays the most important role for the change in him.

I just merely wanted him to be 24/7 by my side.
But I know Im being way too selfish.

However, one thing I know for sure is,
I'll never sacrifice my time I have with Bf for other reasons.
(definately excluding school & other important stuffs)

He did mention to stay after I pulled a long face just to make me happy.
But, I told him to leave bcox I wanted him to be happy either.

So, is this like what everybody's saying, giving & taking ???
One has to sacrifice ???

I never had surprises from him.
Neither did I ever recieve late-night supper from him when I complained I was hungry.
Distance is not a problem. It's the thought & sincerity that matter me most.

I may seem strong bcox I always rejected the offers.
And I did that bcox those actions made were only after I've complained.

Whatever it is, I'm a woman afterall.
A simple woman who just always wanted to be filled with sincerity & love.
Am I asking too much ???