Sometimes I really wonder..
What am I to you.
Have you ever regarded me a kin to you?
Somehow, I always feel that I am the outsider instead bcox I get different treatments from your friends.

I feel sad for you when you're sad.
I feel angry for you when I see things that don't do you justice.
I buy you things that you like.

Yes. Probably what I've done for you are monetary wise.
Don't you feel satisfied? Or is it that you dont like this way?
But that's what all I can do bcox you don't even bother to share your thoughts with me.

Im not unhappy about the unsuccessful date.
It's the replies from you that hurt me most.
&
I don't accept the reason of you being at a very bad mood today.

You should really start falling in love & you would understand how Im feeling right now.
Don't tell me you wouldn't bcox i don't believe it.
Unless. it's isn't your true love.


You may say you do care & you do love.
But you weren't expressing out.

But, I would very much like you to know,
which I believe you do, that,
"action speaks louder than words"

Every single thing you do, shows more compared to every all things you say.

You're a smart girl.
You know what I meant.

:'( :'( :'( :'( :'(


ps: if you'd really wanted to, you would hv regardless of anything I said.