This is gonna be a post about personal matters.
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I know this is so not my business again.
But I have to voice this out bcox I think justice still don't do M right.


Apparently, I was so shocked to see those msges that you replied.
I didn't wanna trust those people saying those things abt you, and of course,
M was proud to tell everyone that she had 101% of trust in you.

But, gradually, you've showed that we're oh-so-wrong.

You said you feel comfortable being with her.
Or rather, more comfy compared to M, & u may not bear grudges with her.
Okay. That's fine.

But, what on earth has M done to deserve such same treatment from you that she've gotten from Z?
The problem is between Z & her.
Were u also affected?
Or are you actually trying to tell us indirectly that you're totally on Z's side?

Probably, you may say that you're an easy-going person that don't mind her flaws.
Then what abt M?
Indeed, she have flaws too.
But why isn't she getting the same treatment as Z from u, when she deserves it so much more?

I'm really wondering...
Do you really don't mind you both remaining like this, just a hi-bye friends?
Or is it bcox you have to accomodate someone?

You guys used to be so closed that you confide everything with each other,
spend the most amt of time together, loving each other etc.

So closed to be true that I need to accept the fact the M likes spending more time with u guys more than me.

I seriously don't understand...
You both never had any big quarrels/misunderstandings.
But why... ... ?


Whatever reasons you have.
They are selfish acts.

Besides Z, M loves & cherish you most.
Even more than me.

I don't dare say you were being influenced.
But I must say that you shouldn't just listen to 1 party bcox this isn't a 1 man's game.

Things had turn out so bad between M & Z.
Do you think only Z feels bad?
M feels worst bcox she's the victim herself.

Instead of consoling or show concern, you ended up spending most of your time with the person who hurt M so badly.

I'm not saying that you can't.
M even said that you've got nthg to do with the dispute and she didn't want to drag you into the picture & put you in a difficult spot.

But least, you should have shown concern like by sending msges which you used to.
This would satisfy her more than enough!

M has you guys as her bestest, truest friends in this life.
Z herself destroyed the friendship again & again despite M has given her many chances.
You? Are you gonna do such thing to M too?
When M did nthg wrong to you?

Do you think it's being fair to M?

Just bcox you're happy, you hurt someone else.
Someone whom treated you so dear to herself even until now.

Your selfishness won't bring you far.
One day, you'll get your deserts for treating the good as bad & vice-versa.

You may know alot of things, but may not be aware of everything.
That is why I think you ought to listen M out if there's a chance.
Bcox I personally feel that it's so not worth!
What about you?

Unless, you could really bring yourself to say that you're better off without M in your life!
(just like now)

You're a smart girl.
Someone whom I've always regarded of being mature, reasonable & understanding.

So, think wisely...
Make a decision that you will never regret.




ps: Z, if you still have M's heart. you shldn't be selfish. You know what to do...

pps: M, Im sorry for posting this post despite you told me not to.