...

Many envied the way i could present myself during presentations and speeches cos I was well-expressed and full of confidence.
But I realised that doesn't apply to everything. If only it does ... ...

Someone whom I barely know for a month could see this flaw in me.
Quoted from L:

"Mich, from what i observed about u, you're good in all ways. Just that you are sometimes closing yourself up to others. You don't speak up when you're feeling down and forcing a smile on your face to tell your friends and family that you're okay. Deep down, you're just like a lost child, not knowing how and where to go. But your eyes betrayed you. Your eyes talk to me and I read u from them. It's kinda tough and tiring to figure you out. Mich, please open your heart out."


How true is the abv statement, i myself can't confirm.
But i trying really hard and therefore, this explains the objective of this post.

qing ai de - vivian hsu

发现我们电话里常常沉默了
想看的电影也不在相同了
你的眼神虽然是温柔的
却想另一个人在面前那样陌生

如果我能穿着你最不喜欢的颜色
嘴里含着念你最不爱听的情歌
你能不能对我在冷漠一点呢
至少让我以为你不在爱我了

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*亲爱的为什么你还不敢承认呢
亲爱的我们都是脆弱的人
亲爱的听时间的话放开手
别感伤应该感动我最亲爱的


**亲爱的为什么你还不敢承认呢
亲爱的我们都是脆弱的人
亲爱的别牵着没感觉的手
真的不怪你我太爱你才说不出口

亲爱的我也不相信心会疲倦的
亲爱的我们别再骗自己了
亲爱的听时间的话放开手
别感伤应该感动


我们都记得相爱最诚实这一刻
对我说你不爱我
谁的泪都别留

如果能重来一次
请别再这样重爱我
我太辛fu就会忘了
爱终有慢慢变化时候

亲爱的为什么你还不敢承认呢
亲爱的我们都是脆弱的人
亲爱的别牵着没感觉的手
不怪你太爱你
才说不出口

亲爱的我也不相信心会疲倦的
亲爱的我们别再骗自己了
亲爱的听时间的话放开手
别感伤应该感动
我最亲爱的...

ps: I've yet to fall. Don't worry (:

pps: Should I attend the wedding dinner with him?