Didnt attend school today. Just came back from my check up, and finally, the doctor say my eyes are recovering fast now. They're MUCH better. wohoo~ BUT i still got to go back for the check up next friday:( Including next week, I've alrdy missed 4 friday's lessons..
I somehow still cannot wear my lenses. Mildred & Co are going dxo tmrw. I wanted very much to go too. But my eyes are giving me problems. Im AINT going there with my specs on !

School was short yesterday, from 8~12. Went school with Shanshan by the shuttle bus.

First 2 hours was sports & wellness. Finally had the chance to play netball after so long. And darn it! I've got hit on the face by a netball while I was saving another ball coming towards my direction from another friend. Felt shit pain on my cheeks. Haven't felt this way for such a long time probably bcox I haven been doing any sports activities=x

Pictures I took with Shanshan yesterday in the campus toilet. Look fugly ugly w/out make-ups=x

And these are the pics we took the previous day during our maths lecture:) We both were in the toilet "eating snakes". Wahahas.

After school. Went out with Shanshan:) It's been long since we last went outing together. Accompanied her to beach road, her previous work place to do some stuffs and we went over to the hawker center for a fruit chocolate fondue!! Tasted heavenly and I swear Im gonna visit there someday again:)

Went bugis~ing after our fondue. Guess like bugis is getting boring and I just cldn't get what I wanted or rather things of my type. Izit bcox their things are getting worst, expectations are getting higher or my sense of taste in clothings are getting from bad to worst? Well, I dont know either:(

Fortunately, Shanshan & I managed to get some things we like. I got a pumps, a yellow spag top and a grey dress:)

He's darn cute okay ! If only I could hv him to accompany me for a few days...

Im getting sick and tired of this. I know it's unreasonable and Im asking much. But which girl dont? The time we had together were getting lesser and we were facing problems. But you dont even seem to worry about it. We used to confide to each other. But now, Im keep everything to myself instead. When are all these nonsense gonna end? Im no longer the strong lady who could withstand all these hardshipness. I getting weak. And it's all bcox of you. Litres of tears I've cried. Yet, you dont know when and why.

You dont want the worst to happen. Neither to I. Hence Im trying. Trying so hard. Trying to be more understanding. To compromise you. To endure and hold on. But Im sorry, they're getting off my limits. I unable to do so anymore. My heart is bleeding. Im so so very emontionally hurt, and they're all bcox of you.

Besides sorries and making ups, sweet talks and persuations, what else can you do? You dont know what I truly need or want. It's been almost a year and I dont wish to make any decisions yet. Let's play by ears.