Well, things have been fine for me just tt i have been depressed with my weight gained.
I know this is a psychological problem & people around me must feel really irritated hearing this kinda stuffs from me.
But which woman on earth don't wanna look good and at their best?
I browsed thru my pictures in fb and i saw the changes in me these 2 years. Physcially changed esp these few months when Im with OCBC. I eat almost more than 3 meals a day !
Below is a picture took during year 2008? or was it 2009? Can't recall.
Anyway, i was so small and skinny luh~ :( ok, probably not skinny but still, skinnier than what i am now. :( :(
you saw? I wanna be like this again !!This picture brings back lots of fond memories. I miss my sis Anna and Babypang.
I remember how we used to see each other almost everyweekend for booze and dance over at phuture.
I guess drinking and dancing are prolly 2 of the few reasons to why i slimmed down..
But no, Im not gonna be a hardcore party animal like how i used to be :)
Anyway, if u people are seeing this, IMISSYOU guys so so much!
Life's boring and mundance ttm! There's so many things i wanna do, i wanna try, i wanna go to, but they're always reasons to why i couldnt:(
I wanna travel & see the world, I wanna shop almost everyweekend, replacing old clothes with new pretty ones, i wanna eat all the good food anyday, anytime!
However, I ain't no rich kid. Neither do i have the time for shoppings & most importantly, my size don't allow me to eat and not worry abt the consequences :(
Ironically, sometimes i felt that things aren't that bad as i thought. It's just that i've over-expect things in life. I shld feel contented, satisfied cos comparing really kills and it was actually me who caused myself to feel so miserable.
Complicated and mixed feelings i have.
Well, that is one good defination of women; complex and hard to understand.
Alright, gotta go! Gonna end this post with 2 shots with Mili Sissi taken at ChangiAiport T3's carpark after supper.
Goodnight world !
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